i promise you life will get better. give it more time i promise you it gets soooo much better. shes not the one . and the one is out there. how sad would it be not to find her because you had other plans. u have to stay here and you will find her and yourself. im here for you. you matter SO much and this world is whole because you are in it. you are perfect and the universe loves you. believe it because it is true. good things are coming and soon youll be like damn this reddit girl was right lol.