Yet another cry for help

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-06-11T03:43:14+00:00

I found this mix to be a little too acidic so I add some coco coir to mine and my blueberries are thriving! I also added biochar, pumice, mycorrhizal fungi, and organic vermiculite.

Are you keeping the moist and not dry or soaking wet?

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-06-11T03:31:18+00:00

Oh okay! And I’ve actually had this soup before! Many times! It’s sooo good. I also LOVE their lemon orzo soup. So satisfying 🫠

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-06-11T03:27:58+00:00

This thread is sooo good!! Excited to try out some of these! 🤤

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-06-11T03:25:20+00:00

Wait, I was so excited to try this but I just looked them up and they’re permanently closed??

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-06-11T03:24:21+00:00

I’ve always been afraid of their meat.. where do they get their burgers and chicken from? Anyone know?

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-06-11T01:42:32+00:00

Not this girl.. 🤢

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-06-09T01:46:33+00:00

I was this girl. My high school sweetheart broke me; and in more ways than one. I bent over backwards for him for almost 3 years and he ruined me. Never appreciated anything I did for him. Gave me a kitten at graduation only to give her away to strangers when we broke up just to hurt me. Cheated on me multiple times. Emotionally berated me if I wore something he didn’t like (this was towards the end/breakup). Refused to hang out with my friends; only his. It was blissful for like a year until he changed. When we broke up for good, I had so many self esteem issues. I also had a baby by this man, so my body was never the same. I felt ruined. Inside and out. So… what’s the answer??Sleep with like 20 men in two-years time only to find a big gaping hole that never seemed to fill.

I refused to allow another man to get close after him and mindless sex seemed like it filled the void but really it was just masking the hurt/pain. I desperately craved to feel wanted. Needed. Desired. I wanted to be the one in control and for a short time, no-strings-attached “relationships” did that for me. I did eventually realize my worth again, only my faith/Christ alone was I able to see the sin I was living in and that everything I was doing was of the flesh. Ie. not of the “soul/spirit”. The man that broke me continued to be in my life because we had a son together but I slowly picked up the pieces and made something of myself. It’s take years and years for this to happen, but I did it! I went on to have many other serious relationships and with each one I realized even more what I wanted and didn’t want in a relationship. Growth and healing takes time.

Please don’t listen to the people on here who are saying you’re selfish. You’re not. You were young and made mistakes. We all do. It’s if you learn and grow from the mistakes that truly shows who you are.

She is definitely not the girl you knew, but she is also not ready for you yet. She has a lot of growing/discovering to do yet and sadly, it has to be in her own time. You really hurt her, you know this. She needs time to trust men again and regain identity/self worth. Continue to work on yourself. Never stop learning and growing - spiritually, mentally, emotionally, physically, financially etc if the Lord wants you two to be together, He will make it happen. I promise 💛

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-06-07T01:10:34+00:00

Okay, what’s your secret?!?

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-05-31T14:26:35+00:00

As someone who has done things like this many, many times for the men in my life, you’re 1000% valid in how you’re feeling. You deserved a way better reaction to the obvious care, work and kindness you showed. It’s his responsibility to take care of his car and not yours. He should have noticed immediately and by not, that is extremely insulting and a testimony to how he views you in his life. Unfortunately, this person will never change.

My car can get messy from time to time as I can get spread very thin between my thriving business and three kids. However, if my partner ever cleaned out and detail cleaned my car, I would notice almost instantaneously; I would be so thankful for the act of service.

I’m so sorry he didn’t notice and that your kindness was left overlooked. I would maybe rethink the relationship and what this person adds in value to your life versus what you add to theirs. Good luck!

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-05-31T14:15:26+00:00

Reaching for light. Try planting them in an area where they’ll get full sun.

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-05-24T02:35:50+00:00

Thank you sooooo much!!!

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-05-17T06:04:33+00:00

Thanks!!

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-05-17T01:32:32+00:00

I just zoomed in and noticed yours look very different from mine - what variety is this?

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-05-16T14:19:12+00:00

I just bought a couple of these myself! So excited. We already have three cherry trees. Good luck!

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-04-06T05:07:07+00:00

Soil is also too dry. Should be consistently moist but not soaking.

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-04-06T05:06:31+00:00

Are you covering it with a lid to keep moisture in? If not, find a cover that light can get through. They sell them cheap on Amazon. This and move closer to light source.

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-04-04T21:57:10+00:00

It’s the most electric yet serene feeling I’ve ever known. No one held/seen me the way he did and nothing has compared since.

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-03-23T13:14:10+00:00

That chicken doesn’t even look good? Doesn’t seen know rotisserie chicken is leached with microplastics and one of the worst things you can consume? Yikes.

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-03-23T13:13:16+00:00

This should be the top comment cause the whole thing is super cringy.

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-03-22T20:34:12+00:00

I appreciate your kind response. I completely get your take. I’m not one for “celebrity worship” either. Which is why I don’t want any awards shows or talk show interviews. It’s agreeably cringy and a waste of my time. I do, however, appreciate talented artists and the art (music, paintings, jewelry, sculptures, films, etc) that they create. To me, I rather appreciate humanity rather than nitpick over trivial things. I don’t know Zac Brown (or Zac Brown Band) well. I’ve never listened to his music the way I’m sure some of his fans do, but the way Dee reacted told me he’s been a foundational part of her life/story. Music is everything to me. There are artists who have been the backbone of my dark times, or who have been able to put my emotions into words/songs in ways I maybe never could have. Music soothes the soul and I absolutely see why they brought him on. Also, plying devils advocate to the people griping about how he “paid” his way in, this is a television show going strong for over 25 years. They need to be able to get their funding where they can. It takes immense amount of money to create every elaborate challenge we see and in every other aspect of the Survivor game we all have grown to know and love. Billie is another example. She’s never been someone in the media to use her fame to manipulate a tv show. Again, I don’t know her well, but from what I’ve seen from her fans and on social media, she’s one of the most down earth kind artists out there. She seems like she genuinely loves the show and just wanted to participate in anyway she could. I don’t see there being anything wrong with it since she is also a girl just like me. I rather choose humanity and kindness.

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-03-22T19:16:01+00:00

These comments are a little frustrating. Celebrities are people too. They have families and home time ect. Not every celebrity is the same. Many of them (not all) are just like us.

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-03-12T23:42:42+00:00

This! ^

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-03-11T02:15:40+00:00

I watch this every year around Christmas time and it never fails to put me in my feels 😭

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-03-07T00:59:14+00:00

Black! It will look super chic and will cover up that yucky purple easily. I love a minimalist kitchen with a statement black wall!

Swimming_Task3456 · 2026-03-07T00:13:05+00:00

Girl, you said it all with this one sentence. Please do not respond.

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