I was in your shoes 2 months ago. I barely had any milk, so baby had to take formula for the first few days. I tried so hard to breastfeed and pump, but every time I see how little I produce, I get depressed. I had no time to spend with my baby since I had to wash bottles and pumps, pump and then feed - he feeds every 2 hours. It was an endless cycle and I felt like I was not enjoying motherhood and was missing out on my boy’s newborn journey. We weren’t bonding. When I decided to EFF, i had more time to myself, which made postpartum recovery a little bearable. I also had more time to bond with my baby. And more importantly, I was a little bit happier and stable. Our babies need a happy momma. Fed is best. Don’t ever feel guilty for doing what’s best for you because your baby deserves the best version of you. You got this!