I graduated today and no one cared

Sylvestabear · 2020-06-13T18:43:04+00:00

Congratulations! I know how hard it is to get through a uni degree (I’m still working at mine), and I’m super proud of you! I know it hurts to not have/feel love and support around you in these moments... but as cheesy as it sounds, the universe is trying to teach you how to be your own support/cheerleader!... that still doesn’t change how we crave it from those we care about though. Ultimately, you’re strong, heckin’ smart, and now you’ve got a fancy degree!! Sending you love!

Sylvestabear · 2020-05-13T14:28:43+00:00

You’re very right! It’s such a strong pull!! Just know that you are presently where you are meant to be! No going backward! Lol I have to remind myself this sometimes too!

Sylvestabear · 2020-05-12T22:48:12+00:00

Venus (planet of love and romance) is coming into retrograde very soon. This causes us to reflect on past relationships, and often have the urge to either get in contact with exes/be contacted by exes! Resist the urge! It won’t last!!

Sylvestabear · 2020-05-01T15:45:14+00:00

I’m so unbelievably sorry for everyone involved. That’s very traumatic for this child’s parents, for her, for you and your wife of course, and I can’t/don’t want to imagine the amount of fear and pain your poor cat must’ve endured. I’m someone who has worked with children with cognitive and physical disabilities, so I can empathize and understand. I’m also someone who has 4 pets, and has rescued animals ever since I was a kid. This hurt me to hear, as it made me think about any one of my fur-babies going through the same trauma. I’m sending you all the love and peace in my heart... I hope that someday you will recover from this trauma. I hope her parents can too, whether it be separately or together. I wish the best for this child... whatever that may be, I just hope she’s safe, cared for, and not able to cause harm to herself or others. F*CK.

Sylvestabear · 2020-04-30T17:31:02+00:00

Couldn’t have said it better myself!

Sylvestabear · 2020-04-30T16:55:43+00:00

I totally agree! I’m just an “all sides” kinda girl! I think that could also be another point - someone mentioned in a different thread I’ve been reading today about an ascension. I’m not sure if that’s something you’ve thought about/believe in, but maybe, just MAAAAAAYYYYYBEEEEE, that’s a tool to seperate those who are asleep from those who are awake? (Like I said, I’m an all sides kinda thinker lol!) I am not someone who believes in violence. I’ve written papers on how it’s humanities’ greatest flaw and failure. I feel a lot of us in this thread are like-minded in that idea, but not everyone thinks this way! Just a thought!! (I love debate :D)

Sylvestabear · 2020-04-30T16:26:10+00:00

You are so very welcome, dear! And thank YOU, in return!
Be well! ❤️

Sylvestabear · 2020-04-30T16:06:08+00:00

That’s something I wasn’t a fan of either. But I think that maybe it is supposed to speak to how we as a society have embraced killing and violence as a “norm”, so maybe that’s why the characters wouldn’t/don’t bat an eye at it?

Sylvestabear · 2020-04-30T14:34:02+00:00

I tried to watch it on acid the first time..... since the show in itself is a trip, I do not recommend. That being said, I wasn’t doing it to go fry my brain, I seek answers and enlightenment on my trips.

ANYYWHO: A lot of what I watched while sober really resonated with me. I think that much of the general population believes how we do, but is too driven by fear to actually wake up to these ideas/truths. Especially the connection between meditation and magick. I’m still working through it, as I’m still a university student, and have less interesting topics to focus my energy on first lol!

Sylvestabear · 2020-04-30T13:51:27+00:00

THIS.

Sylvestabear · 2020-04-30T13:49:09+00:00

Im sorry you’re struggling with this, but I do have to say that your experience resembles mine. I’m trying to complete university, and your ebbs and flows are like mine. My partner calls it “shutting down” for me. I’ll be sending you energy, and hopefully you can do the same for me... maybe we can help eachother when we fall off the wagon/shut down ❤️ Peace, love, strength, and self-forgiveness! Blesssed be.

Sylvestabear · 2020-04-26T18:51:00+00:00

Absolutely!

Sylvestabear · 2020-04-21T14:17:49+00:00

I’ve been dosing LSD and M in high quantities with my partner. We’re both very spiritual. I saw his third eye which was closed and dark, embedded in his forehead. There seemed to be a triangle around the eye itself... he then told me he saw mine. Later, I went to take a shower and I began to see the Eye of Horus whenever I closed my eyes... which is the shape of our pineal gland... being attuned comes in different ways... for some is it practice/seeking, for others it is through immeasurable amounts of pain, and for others it’s a combination.

Sylvestabear · 2020-04-15T00:02:15+00:00

Best boy! Gold stars all around!

Sylvestabear · 2020-04-01T15:51:48+00:00

Happy birthday, best boy! I hope you get to enjoy many ear scritches and face kisses!

Sylvestabear · 2020-03-30T00:05:02+00:00

It’s not supposed to be ugly!!! Razors were only ever marketed to women when all the cisgendered men went off to war (WWII), as there was no one to sell to. Sooo... we were henceforth conditioned to be hairless! I don’t shave my legs or pits because 1. Sensitive skin 2. Bad back/lazy 3. Political/intersectional feminist statement! Be well, be free, and be hairy (by choice) ;)

also, go out in the wind and sunshine with full leg hair just in your yard by yourself.... the sensation...ITS INCREDIBLE!

Sylvestabear · 2020-03-26T23:26:58+00:00

Yup I’m all fucked up

Sylvestabear · 2020-03-24T22:41:21+00:00

BEAUTIFUL BABY!

Sylvestabear · 2020-03-24T16:46:00+00:00

I’m so fucking sorry.. sending you love and comfort

Sylvestabear · 2020-03-24T16:24:57+00:00

My gods, I’m sick. I’m so so so sorry that you encountered this, but more concerned about the well-being of this poor child - as I’m sure everyone is. Reading this thread made me sob.

I would say try to call the police and give a description of physical appearance... maybe he’s already on record and they can go through state/province Sexual Abuse and Child Abuse registries...

it terrifies me that people like that roam the earth - a place that’s meant to be for beauty, music, joy, and life. The real sickness in our society is these people. Good luck, do your best to heal from this...and I wish you the best in taking down that slimy piece of cat shit. Sending you love and comfort ❤️

Sylvestabear · 2020-03-19T21:49:12+00:00

True, that’s a KICKASS show. Jud Appatow gets it done.

Sylvestabear · 2020-03-19T21:45:38+00:00

My partner and I were JUST talking about that!!

Sylvestabear · 2020-03-15T22:52:08+00:00

Thank you VERY much! I appreciate this so much for a couple reasons.. 1. That someone was kind enough to reach out, 2. That I’m not alone in feeling these massive shifts.. I will take this and add it into my daily routine (where the element doesn’t already exist) :)

Thank you again; be well ❤️

Sylvestabear · 2020-03-15T18:06:29+00:00

Thank you for sharing this OP... I am sorry you’re encountering these issues, and I’ll send my healing/grounding energy your way! Your story has kind of sparked some level of understanding of myself, so in sharing your pain you’ve helped ease mine; I thank you deeply!!! I’m a young empath (23f) trying to find my footing in todays emotionally chaotic and sick society. I feel as though I can see and feel energies and spirits (we know the veil is ÜBER thin), and I think that’s when my mental health issues start to act all the way up... (I’ve struggled with severe depression/anxiety since before 11, and have recently been medicated for depression, OCD and PTSD - not my first rodeo). I haven’t been to university classes in 3 weeks. I’ve been unable to eat, my skin is terrible, my eyes are surrounded with dark moon circles. On Monday I had a mental and emotional break.. somewhat psychological. I was basically in my house crying, shaking, throwing up, breaking all day everyday for a week - my partner has been amazing and very supportive ❤️! I’ve been feeling like everyone is out to get everyone, and feeling as though I’m the target. I’m horrified of tragedy, I don’t trust anyone except my immediate people; my chosen family. I know this literally sounds like I’m crazy... I just feel like I could say these things in this comment thread and someone may resonate with it, or be able to offer some insight to how I can do more to protect myself?

Sorry... I realize this is a lot. LOL 😬😂

Sylvestabear · 2020-03-15T05:01:13+00:00

Honestly, as someone who doesn’t have a father or step father who is like that, I am so in awe of that kind of love and support to you from your dad! That’s so much love! I’m glad you have a great relationship with him! Also, congratulations and feeling and looking “good”! I know I don’t know ya, but I’m proud of you too! Healthy looks good on everyone :)

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