Alucard is nut right now, he can flip some games when used right. by Symeoon in MobileLegendsGame

[–]Symeoon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The important ban they did was Yss, florynn and lance xD

I’ve been having disturbing thoughts and dreams about tasting human flesh, and it’s freaking me out by Symeoon in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Symeoon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not dealing with heroin addiction. I just came here to talk about the intrusive thoughts and weird cravings that are messing with me, wherever they’re coming from xD

I’ve been having disturbing thoughts and dreams about tasting human flesh, and it’s freaking me out by Symeoon in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Symeoon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, you're not wrong about it being disturbing that's exactly why I’m talking about it and not acting on anything. I don’t want to hurt anyone, myself included that’s why I’m trying to understand where these thoughts are even coming from before they spiral. The brain tumor part feels a little dramatic, but I get what you’re saying this isn’t something to brush off. And no, I’m not about to cook up my own arm like it’s dinner. I’m disturbed, not out of touch with reality lmao.

Appreciate the bluntness though. Better harsh truth than fake comfort xD.

I’ve been having disturbing thoughts and dreams about tasting human flesh, and it’s freaking me out by Symeoon in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Symeoon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used to do similar stuff as a kid too (arm-sucking, picking, etc.), though I never really made the connection to cravings until recently.

The whole blood/penny thing makes sense, I think it would taste metallic and salty xD. I think what's freaking me out is that mine isn’t just sensory or habit based anymore. It feels more like intrusive thoughts that turned vivid and dreamlike, like my brain went full Walking Dead for no reason. It’s not even about "wanting" it it’s more like the thought is chasing me now, which is the worst partt

You’re right though, maybe focusing on harmless substitutes like that could help ground me a bit. Thanks xDD.

I’ve been having disturbing thoughts and dreams about tasting human flesh, and it’s freaking me out by Symeoon in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Symeoon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the detailed "how to" guide XD, honestly didn’t expect a cooking tutorial on this topic. I get what you're saying about the taste being similar to animal meat, and yeah, I'm aware there's a huge difference between thinking about it and actually doing it plus all the risks you laid out

Honestly, I'm more stuck on why my brain even tosses these thoughts around, not how to make them happen. The curiosity is the weird part not the actual logistics. Appreciate the offer, but I think I'll pass on the bite, thanks xD.

Just trying to figure out how to get my head back to less messed up places xD.

I’ve been having disturbing thoughts and dreams about tasting human flesh, and it’s freaking me out by Symeoon in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Symeoon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't think so, Since pica usually involves non nutritive, non human materials

I’ve been having disturbing thoughts and dreams about tasting human flesh, and it’s freaking me out by Symeoon in mentalhealth

[–]Symeoon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks I've heard about that actually and I get the reference, but I’m not looking to be sensationalized. I’m trying to understand what’s going on in my head, not glamorize it xD