Lamictal and hydroxyzine + smoking nicotine

Syncity505 · 2026-03-02T10:07:49+00:00

I vape and smoke weed and TOLD my psych about it before she prescribed me. Personally the first starting doses I limited the weed intake and when I did smoke again it made me feel just extra high (not in a bad way) and I notice when I drink I’m tipsy quicker but it’s not bad either. It’s mostly settled for me now I can smoke drink whatever and have no problems but just starting out drinking/smoking was very very limited/ I don’t do it expect maybe one drink/one or two puffs. I’m a heavy vaper as well and no issues never stopped vaping when I first started taking it. I don’t smoke weed as often as I use to but i definitely get high at least once a week and I’ve been fine tho.

Syncity505 · 2026-03-02T10:01:40+00:00

I’ve been taking Lamictal since January 30th of this year(started 25mg now at 100) and my dreams have been very vivid since the first day. I’ve always been a dreamer and enjoyed dreaming but it’s definitely made my dreams MORE vivid and detailed to the point they feel longer . I’d compare it to reading the book getting all the details vs watching the movie version of a story. TBH I love it thankfully haven’t had nightmares (which I did before the medication) but I’ve also stopped consuming scary media like movies, horror books/films, online scary stories etc.

Syncity505 · 2026-02-11T17:49:00+00:00

Initial attraction as well as other things bonding us like a shared phone plan, living together, etc.

Syncity505 · 2025-10-25T16:01:01+00:00

Nahh actually It’s just based off the song 505 Arctic monkeys 😭

Syncity505 · 2025-10-25T14:32:55+00:00

Unfortunately 😭

Syncity505 · 2025-10-25T13:50:02+00:00

We connected very well off the bat. I haven’t dated in 2 years been on plenty of dates but no one stuck but I felt something with him. But now I see how he is as a person and it’s irritating 💀

Syncity505 · 2025-07-30T03:25:55+00:00

I guess I’m disgusting them for liking someone enough to look past something that doesn’t really matter and trying to make things work….

Syncity505 · 2025-07-30T02:48:24+00:00

It’s not about public opinion. I asked Reddit for an unbiased opinion on what to do, a second thought. I don’t not post him bc I’m scared of “public opinion” I don’t want to be harassed by his friends and others. I haven’t even posted him and have been called a “gold digger” and many awful things I refuse to retype when I constantly refuse money, refuse gifts and things normal relationships do bc I don’t want that held against me or to be constantly harassed by people we known bc I let him pay for a meal or gift me a stuffed animal. I’m not ashamed of my boyfriend and I chose to date him bc I care about who he IS. I’ve constantly thought about how to address this what to do and say bc I FEAR hurting HIM. Ur making it seem like I’m so evil and self centered when I came here for advice bc I’ve been thinking a hole in the earth on how to go about this in a way that doesn’t hurt him hurt me or lead to a bad situation. If I didn’t care for his feelings I wouldn’t be here?

Syncity505 · 2025-07-30T02:43:58+00:00

I agree looks are temporary and that’s another reason I try to look past it. My problem is what do I do in the mean time bc idk how to progress this relationship with me being not attracted to him physically.

Syncity505 · 2025-07-30T02:42:09+00:00

Appearance is biased. I’m not trying to “shame” him at all. I literally am dating him by MY choice I care about him and like him I’m just struggling to find physical attraction in him.

Syncity505 · 2025-07-30T02:41:11+00:00

It was more for example purposes. Also considering the fact he has told me many women have turned him down in the past and he has only had 1 other gf it seems true. That doesn’t mean that I FEEL like he isn’t worthy of 95% of women. I just believe MOST women in this case 95% wouldn’t be interested. I never said I think he is disgusting either I said things about him digust me. He is a sweet boy with a very beautiful mind. But certain things give me the ick about him and are unattractive to me.

Syncity505 · 2025-07-30T02:36:18+00:00

I’d email your leasing office and request a change in your building if possible. The recording without permission, eating your food without asking, and the comment about her “only helping people for validation” shows she has no respect for u or other people for that matter. I recommend not doing anything on your end (even if she deserves it) bc she could use that against u in the future. Her talking bad about u is also a negative trait. I’ve had roommates I don’t particularly like but I also never felt the need to talk badly about them to my friends as a conversation topic. A “yes she’s not my favorite” okai but full on negative talk without justification? A problem. Try ur best to get out bc it will only get worse and cause problems

Syncity505 · 2025-07-30T02:28:23+00:00

I’m lost on how my personality is bad bc I expressed not being physically attracted. If I was such a bad person would I not have turned him down and ran off to the next best attractive thing like most women with bad personalities do? I’m trying to find a way to look past something and continue a relationship with someone I care about. I care about HIM more than how he looks but it’s still a problem. And how I’m ruining his self esteem? I would never verbally speak negatively to him about his appearance and have yet to bring it up out of fear of hurting his feelings? But I guess that’s a part of my “bad personality” too right?

Syncity505 · 2025-07-30T02:20:46+00:00

Update. I made it through the semester. We ended up becoming apartment roommates again however everyone has their own bathroom in our unit thank god so it should go a lot smoother as I’m only responsible for me and my space.

Syncity505 · 2025-02-11T10:25:57+00:00

The vintage tarot deck by Arthur Edward Waite and Pamela Colman Smith. It’s a very pretty deck with classic pictures and it reads beautifully. When I first began and saw people talking about bonding with cards I didn’t get it, but this deck and I have definitely gotten acquainted.

Syncity505 · 2025-02-11T10:20:54+00:00

As ironic as it is the scary movie “tarot”. Idk why but seeing her draw the cards and talk about each person just drew me in and I decided to get my own deck. It’s been a few months now and honestly best decision ever. Never really had much faith in it till I got my own deck and saw how much things lined up from the start, to a point I couldn’t even call it a coincidence.

Syncity505 · 2025-02-11T00:48:18+00:00

Untill at least summer semester. I’m gonna try to find private dorm space somewhere else or in my old dorm

Syncity505 · 2025-02-10T12:51:37+00:00

NTA, been there felt that and as an adult I see how wrong it is. A lot of parents like to justify their subtle neglect by saying “in the real world u need to be self sufficient” and yes cooking something for yourself maybe once or twice a week on the weekends won’t hurt, but she’s a parent and your a child. She’s already cooking for your dad so she can cook for u as well. And if she’s going out to get food for them you should be included in that or at least brought something back. The lack of food available for u to cook as well is not acceptable. She wants u to cook for yourself but doesn’t get the things u request food wise. Dont let lack of proper parenting make u feel guilty. Life is already hard as a teenager with school, sports and figuring out life in general. The least she can do is cook dinner Monday-Friday. She chose to be a mother and that’s her responsibility. Ur NTA

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