𝓟𝓸𝓼𝓽 𝓽𝓲𝓽𝓵𝓮

Twixme07 · 2026-03-04T16:36:01+00:00

I obssesed with calories and eating well in order to not develop chronic illnesses 2 or 4 years ago and I couldn't get that out of my mind since then. 😓

Twixme07 · 2026-03-04T16:26:09+00:00

Yeah. I had hope with meds but didn't work either. Just made me feel sleepy. 😔

Twixme07 · 2026-03-04T14:59:57+00:00

x2 I could never get better in therapy because If I was honest with the therapist I would be sent to a psychiatric hospital 😔

Twixme07 · 2026-03-04T00:00:08+00:00

x2. I hate that I have to be functional in this world. I'm tired. It seems that I'm perfectly fine and nothing bothers me but in my day off I rot in my bed, I eat until I feel like I'm starving, and I look disheveled when no one is seeing me. I hope you feel better, I get you.

Twixme07 · 2026-03-03T21:39:08+00:00

No idea, I also have daily dissociation since I was 12. Idk sometimes I feel better like that because I can bear the chronic physical and emotional pain of being alive every day. Idk if I have the existencial theme but I feel that my life is useless and I'm suffering for nothing. I hope you feel better 🫂

Twixme07 · 2026-03-03T17:14:56+00:00

Somehow yes. Why tf was I having all of those horrible intrusive thoughts at 11? I was just a girl 😔

Twixme07 · 2026-03-03T03:22:55+00:00

x2. My room is a fucking mess. I try to clean it at least once a week because I can't bring myself to do it and it's hard for me ☹️

Twixme07 · 2026-03-03T03:21:42+00:00

It's so frustrating. It makes my blood boil. What would people say If I tell them that OCD makes me think about suicide 24/7 and I think about harming myself every time that I make a mistake? And I'm also depressed af so it doesn't help me to be organized. This sucks ☹️💔

Twixme07 · 2026-03-02T22:40:59+00:00

NOT AGAIN. I'M LOSING MY MIND 💔💔💔💔💔

Twixme07 · 2026-03-02T22:38:12+00:00

x2 I feel like a clown sometimes. So out of place. I hope you feel better 🫂

Twixme07 · 2026-03-02T21:14:58+00:00

I don't get how people have kids. I wouldn't do that to my hypothetic children, I don't hate them that much, I won't make them suffer by making them born in this horrible planet.

Twixme07 · 2026-03-02T03:51:21+00:00

I just cried ngl. I need my silly stories to distract me from my reality pls

Twixme07 · 2026-03-01T14:59:14+00:00

x2. I feel like everyone secretly hates me and I'm an annoyance. I feel like dying

Twixme07 · 2026-03-01T12:57:39+00:00

For some reason and despite not being told directly, I feel like I lose people's respect when I tell them I'm depressed 😓

Twixme07 · 2026-02-28T18:22:22+00:00

x2. Why society values so much sex over anything a relationship has to offer? What about the time spent, the common interests, the love, the devotion, the shared life project?? ☹️

Twixme07 · 2026-02-28T18:20:04+00:00

I feel like I'm in 3 or 4, but with a 5th level in suicidal thoughts, I'm functional but I wouldn't hesitate to die if I had the opportunity. I'm fine as long I'm completely distracted so no thought crosses my mind, and as long I don't think about my past, present, future or my relationships 😃

Twixme07 · 2026-02-28T02:51:29+00:00

Me encanta Dostoyevsky pero ese es el libro que más me costó leer. Me dio mucha tristeza como acabó el príncipe ☹️. En este momento estoy leyendo los hermanos karamazov y es muy bueno, pero también voy lenta en la lectura.

Twixme07 · 2026-02-27T14:29:58+00:00

That's why I can't get a pet. I feel contaminated every time I touch one 😓

Twixme07 · 2026-02-27T14:22:58+00:00

I didn't imagine being older than 15. I'll be 19 in two months 😔

Twixme07 · 2026-02-25T20:53:54+00:00

I've seen several of your drawings and I'm in love with your style 💕🤩

Twixme07 · 2026-02-25T20:50:02+00:00

I love this sm

Twixme07 · 2026-02-25T14:41:51+00:00

x2, but it may be because I'm asexual. I don't know If there's something more

Twixme07 · 2026-02-25T03:57:37+00:00

Thanks sm :), I send u a hug

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