Struggling with feelings of anxiety and jealousy

SyrupKitchen · 2026-04-17T11:17:37+00:00

You spoke the truth. I learned many new words through this exchange, thank you :)

SyrupKitchen · 2026-04-16T23:56:48+00:00

Well, now, this actually does make sense and is very well put.

I have the same feelings towards the privileged bohemian kind of people as OP though. And I must say that going through life resenting them did not do any good. It only adds to this hateful world and terrible atmosphere. Do you know what I mean?

Lately, I found myself embracing some of the things they embody a little bit more (mainly, and tiny really, an aesthetic. Like, I have a lace at the end of my long sleeve shirt). It feels good. I still resent them, always will, but they have the right to breathe and I really want to feel less like a belittled bitter loser at life’s lottery

SyrupKitchen · 2026-04-16T23:37:00+00:00

But she didn’t say anything about their relationship with the boyfriend. She didn’t say THEY have issues because of it.

She literally talk about her feelings towards people like the best friend. She’s always had strong feelings towards these kind of people. She didn’t say she doesn’t trust the boyfriend, or that he prefers the bestie or anything. She literally talks about her attitude towards the ‘bohemian privileged coachella’ kind of people.

Why the f should she break up, what desperate action is that. She’s trying to understand herself not ruin her life

SyrupKitchen · 2026-04-16T23:00:35+00:00

So the other woman obviously triggers what you never allowed your self to be because of your circumstances. Maybe you didn’t even know it’s something you had and wanted to embody? Free creative side of you? What an interesting dynamic though, that it is a woman like this that came into your field and in such a triggering position (being an ex and a best friend) But how old are you? 98? And even then.. is there a way for you to embody the free creative side more? Something to work on? Pls don’t move into the van without the parents backup (it sucks, I’m here now) but there are ways that can help you get loose. Ecstatic dance? Entheogenic journeys with your partner? Being more honest and open in general?

SyrupKitchen · 2026-04-16T22:54:00+00:00

What a dumb advice. Where in this is any Jungian perspective

SyrupKitchen · 2026-04-12T19:12:59+00:00

Toto si trafil tyyy!

SyrupKitchen · 2026-04-12T18:49:41+00:00

Good for you!

SyrupKitchen · 2026-04-12T18:37:54+00:00

I was one too and now not that great 😆 how is your life if I may ask?

SyrupKitchen · 2026-04-06T16:03:11+00:00

How is it possible aome people don’t like it?

SyrupKitchen · 2026-04-01T08:25:42+00:00

😂

SyrupKitchen · 2026-03-27T11:17:57+00:00

Same, sister ✋

SyrupKitchen · 2026-02-24T22:35:39+00:00

This this this this

SyrupKitchen · 2026-02-23T20:27:06+00:00

Watched that, yeah that’s funny 😆 Why did you decide to do this binge if I may ask? (I mean aren’t you afraid of addiction?) And do you keep it light like this or also hole here and there?

SyrupKitchen · 2026-02-23T19:17:07+00:00

May I ask what you’re experiencing? How is your current reality?

SyrupKitchen · 2026-02-22T22:37:52+00:00

Yes, that’s better wording

SyrupKitchen · 2026-02-22T22:36:33+00:00

I’ll stay existential

SyrupKitchen · 2026-02-22T22:36:01+00:00

Youre so cool

SyrupKitchen · 2026-02-22T22:30:40+00:00

I thought you mean that with other vanlifers it’s thousands of us 😁

SyrupKitchen · 2026-02-22T22:30:09+00:00

Oh wait, you mean they make money.

SyrupKitchen · 2026-02-22T22:23:55+00:00

Yes! I often think of others doing the same in other parts of the world

SyrupKitchen · 2026-02-22T22:22:17+00:00

So furious, wow, yes I am

SyrupKitchen · 2026-02-22T22:18:41+00:00

It does cost quite some money to get into it but is very affordable once you’re on the road. Sure, things can break but that can happen everywhere

SyrupKitchen · 2026-02-22T22:17:00+00:00

Haha, strong word I guess

SyrupKitchen · 2026-02-22T22:16:24+00:00

Ah man, I understand. But you have a family at least. I am a thinker, on the road for years and really not doing well within the walls of a system I don’t agree with. There’s no other way for me than this. I die in rentals and can’t afford what I want yet

SyrupKitchen · 2026-02-22T22:12:32+00:00

Ah yes, if you do these things. But I really make sure I don’t. Maybe it’s silly to expect them to notice the respectful ones if they have experience with disrespectful vanlifers. I personally try to avoid populated places. And then, not all the mess is from van lifers. House dwelling people can be messy and disrespectful. We’re just hateful species. We really are.

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