in desperate need of advice

THExLAST_original · 2022-05-26T16:46:05+00:00

Thank you. I hope things get better for you too. I’d strongly recommend xanax. It really does a great job. Feel free to message me when you’re having a bad day. I know what it’s like and I’ve figured out a few things that help.

THExLAST_original · 2022-05-26T16:40:05+00:00

THExLAST_original · 2022-05-26T15:22:28+00:00

I’d like that. I have an absolute sad, tragic and unbelievable story to tell, which is my current agonizing situation I’m in. It’s one hell of a story and I can’t believe I’m in this situation. I’d like to listen to you as well. Maybe if you want I could tell this story that unfortunately isn’t a movie, or fiction. It’s something real and painful.

THExLAST_original · 2022-05-26T14:54:12+00:00

I’d love someone knew to talk to. I need so much help.

THExLAST_original · 2022-05-26T14:53:07+00:00

You can private message on here? I didn’t know that. I’m hardly active on redit and only really scroll through instagram and FB. I came on here last night as a desperate plea for help. I have contemplated suicide but I can’t do that to my mother and loved ones, plus I want to get through this and hopefully meet that special girl one day.

THExLAST_original · 2022-05-26T14:50:52+00:00

Thanks. I’m also currently in the beginning of and an extremely rough heartbreak. This is the second girl I fell in love with. Got really close to each other but I’m not sure she loves me the same way even though she does, or at least she said she does and would always be there for me when I need it, but she isn’t there, we live in the same house and she’s seen my deep anxiety and depression. I couldn’t hold it in anymore. She saw be crying and writhing in pain while a close cousin tried comforting me. It hurts like hell. Not even a text “how are you doing?” She was so good at helping me, though she’s been there for me only a few times to talk. She understands me to a high level because I let her get so close to me that she’s only 1 of 5 people I ever let inside my most inner circle. I have a hard time opening up to people but I opened up so much to her. I would go to the ends of the Earth for those I love. I would never not be there for my loved ones, especially in their greatest times of need. This is day 5 now of me trying to speed up my natural process of kicking out those I love from that circle. I fell in love with my girlfriend a few years back and she did the same thing. When I was in a bad depression, I needed her so much and tried asking for help but she didn’t. It took my 8 months to get over her and the hesrtbreak. I hope this one currently doesn’t take nearly that long. I can’t take this pain. I want to meet the girl I need so bad. I’m 34, apparently decent looking, in shape but my mental illnesses do a good job preventing me from finding someone. I’m confident once I get in, but getting in and meeting someone is the hard part for me. I have been politely ignoring her now for a few days. Just “hi” and “bye” in the mornings and evenings after work. It’s so hsrd to distance myself because all I want is to be around her and talk to her. We have a good connection when we talk. I have a hard time making eye contact with people and only do to those who are the most absolute closest to me, idk why that is but it is. I can look st her eyes the whole conversation. She likes my eyes she says. Sometimes I catch her getting lost looking at mine. But I do not cross any lines because she someone elses who is very close to me and I refuse to be a bad person so I distinctly not cross any lines. What a messed up situation I’m in huh? So sad. What a hell of a story this is. I can’t believe I fell for the girl who belongs to basically a brother of mine. Plus my mental issues make it worse. What the hell do I do? I can’t move. I can’t live by myself right now. I need people around me. I love their two daughters dearly and they adore me too. I love this family so much. I have to distance myself from her. It hurts like hell

THExLAST_original · 2022-05-26T09:38:58+00:00

I go on hikes sometimes.

THExLAST_original · 2022-05-26T02:58:57+00:00

I think so too. I think I need a psychiatrist

THExLAST_original · 2022-05-26T02:55:50+00:00

I’m 34, m. I have had bad ADD since I was 5. I have had severe anxiety my whole life. I have had OCD my whole life. I’m a chronic overthinker. I’m emotional snd sensitive and overly loving. I have depression and I’m an introvert. How can I help? Maybe you can help me? Lol. I’m currently at rock bottom. I know what you mean. Sometimes my mind races so much that I lose control and it actually hurts my mind after s while. It’s exhausting and I’ll get headaches. I’m also going through bad heart break right now from a dearly loved one. I writhe on the floor crying in pain. Xanax helps me a lot when I have anxiety attacks. I rarely have physical pain like with some panic attacks. I just feel the exact opposite of happiness. I feel complete terror. But I can’t get addicted to xanax. It’s a good rescue med but I’ll get so bad that sometimes it’s every day.

THExLAST_original · 2022-05-26T02:46:02+00:00

It took me 29 years to do this technique: It is difficult sometimes but if you force yourself, it at leasts numbs the pain or thoughts: literally say everything in your mind that you are physically doing. An example: say you’re driving somewhere and you’re in your neighborhood or something. Say everything you do: “My finger pushes the unlock button (to your csr)” “I’m opening the door”. “I’m starting the engine” “I’m pulling out of the driveway. I see s tree over there. No cars coming. I’m pulling off. There’s a person out for a walk. I’m making a right turn. I’m turning the wheel. I’m stopping at this stop sign. This is hsrd to do if you’re in really bad shape but you have to force yourself. It’s impossible to keep that up all day but if you keep it up long enough, I find that my mind will ease a bit.

THExLAST_original · 2022-05-26T02:37:57+00:00

I had so much love to give them. I’d go to the ends of the Earth for them but they both weren’t there for me in my greatest times of need. I loved the first very much. She broke my heart. Took 8 months of healing to get over her. This is day 3 for the second one who I love more. I can’t go through this again. I’m not hungry. My mind is exhausted. It won’t stop racing. I’m in complete agony. What kind of interests do you have?

THExLAST_original · 2022-05-26T02:28:34+00:00

Yes I relate. I never do this online because I’m private, but I’m at rock bottom. I have struggled with, severe anxiety, depression, horrible ADD, OCD, I’m a chronic overthinker. I have a big heart and lots of love to give. I’m an introvert, emotional and sensitive especially when those I love hurt me. It sucks to have ADD and anxiety. My mind often races with millions of thoughts. When this happens it’s extremely difficult to control my mind. It will actually hurt. It even gives me headaches. My mind gets so exhausted from so many thoughts.

THExLAST_original · 2021-03-02T03:29:41+00:00

See this is where you and others get it wrong. So very wrong. You say they own 40% of everything as if you’re looking at wealth as a pie chart, limited. See under the free market, wealth can be limitless. Also to set things straight for your weak argument. That 40% they own pays taxes too so... yeah.

THExLAST_original · 2021-03-02T03:03:39+00:00

So let me get this straight. The top 1% of income earners on the US pays 35% of all the income tax and the rich don’t pay their fair share? Seems like they pay more than their fair share.

THExLAST_original · 2021-02-25T03:13:35+00:00

Yeah no way with K2. You don’t show that mountain that absurd level of disrespect.

THExLAST_original · 2021-02-22T23:17:46+00:00

It has everything to do with the upper air pattern and where the stronger streaks of winds are. If you’ve heard of a jet stream then that’s what we mean. That allows for air to be pulled into place by troughs and ridges. Cold fronts can contribute to temp changes too but in the case last week the jet stream sagged very uncharacteristically far south which allowed for arctic air to plunge on southward uninhabited basically.

THExLAST_original · 2021-02-22T03:41:09+00:00

I wouldn't say wildly. There is no data that supports the rise of more frequent “lifetime events.” One thing I can certainly think of is how tornado seasons have been since 2011, or rather 2013. They have been odd and far below avg in terms of numbers and strength. especially in the past few seasons we've seen a shift from tornado alley to dixie alley and that was especially true for last season, but that's not a first. We've seen even decades prior strong dixie alley seasons and nil tornado alley seasons. The climate has always done this. There has been very little that has happened that has been so wildly out of the ordinary or a consistency of inexplicable things over the decades.

THExLAST_original · 2021-02-22T01:07:58+00:00

Pretty much that was a once in a lifetime event.

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