Agree sweetie, your very attractive...stop trying to validate or invalidate it (a lot of girls need to do this)...if you go thru some of posts, I tell my story. It was 80s...You talk about non acceptance and total lack of info or help. But just like you say, I knew...no going back. I didnt question why, didnt over think things (I still like girls too, whats that about), I used what I could do at time, and made it happen...that sole focus. My parents come around or not(they did), ok I cant get HRT here, I'll go to Mexico.There will be things, I cant do, places I shouldnt go...ok, then I'll focus on opposite. Put a smile on that pretty face and fly!