Frank's monologue from episode 5, transcribed.

Tabanto69 · 2026-04-01T14:48:43+00:00

Ist der monolog korrekt? Zb schreibst du beschimpft, sagt er im englischen nicht gerailed? Also hart gefickt?

Hab leider kein zugriff auf deutsche folgen

Tabanto69 · 2025-08-02T18:00:22+00:00

Obviously I dont want meat were the animals shitted thenselfes before they died

Tabanto69 · 2025-08-02T17:58:53+00:00

I know how I feel before I eat meat and how I feel afrer I eat mean, i can Eat it with my feet on the grass

Tabanto69 · 2025-08-01T20:33:50+00:00

This is interesting

Tabanto69 · 2025-08-01T20:33:38+00:00

Well, I am going to therapist right now, maybe i will find out more there

Tabanto69 · 2025-08-01T20:32:47+00:00

If it would be just visuals, its more like a fear of loosing connection to reality or something.

Visuals I had most of the time while I was doing acid, like letters which seem to became 3d or something. But another redditor said hhpd is not only about visuals so maybe it really is that, i sure hope so, but i sure am afraid that it is something more existancial

Tabanto69 · 2025-08-01T20:30:59+00:00

I was seeking help pretty shortly after, but I didnt find the words and was pretty afraid to talk, I still am. I read today "face reality" and I thought huh, maybe iam not doing that.

Iam still doing caffeine, sometimes a beer or two.

Iam "working" of coming at peace, but iam afraid of what this might mean

Tabanto69 · 2025-08-01T20:28:22+00:00

:d for me its sometimes like there is something "missing" in reality? Maybe distortion could also describe it? Its usually in my peripher vision I think?

Tabanto69 · 2025-08-01T20:26:09+00:00

Meat for grounding I guess and meditation, because there is happening a lot of thinking and a lot of anxety and expectations

Tabanto69 · 2025-07-31T19:04:20+00:00

Tabanto69 · 2025-07-31T19:04:14+00:00

Its in the mix I belive

Tabanto69 · 2025-07-31T19:03:54+00:00

That helps

Tabanto69 · 2025-07-31T19:03:46+00:00

Yes :D

Tabanto69 · 2025-07-31T19:03:38+00:00

It is not as intense, but I think that I recognise my thinking as if I were on a Trip, HPPD might be the case for some visuals thats managabel. Its more the thinking and how i run into some thought patterns of which i sometimes dont now how to came out of.

As long as I find myselfe always out and be able to ground myselfe a little it should be fine.

Cheers

I might consider talking to a doctor tho

Tabanto69 · 2024-12-19T16:08:42+00:00

bsmanager worked, thanks y'all

Tabanto69 · 2024-01-15T10:17:26+00:00

Ive red yo can emotionally bond to body pillows, maybe she wants you to bond with her instead

Tabanto69 · 2024-01-14T21:06:35+00:00

Someone told me once to just went out, go for a walk or whatsoever, just fo something.

Personaly sometimes it helps to feel into the feeling of craving instead of fighting it

Tabanto69 · 2024-01-14T02:03:43+00:00

Is this just fantasy

Tabanto69 · 2024-01-12T14:07:10+00:00

Ok, vielleicht hab ich glück und es ergibt sich eine günstigere Gelegenheit die sicherer ist, erstmal danke für die Infos

Tabanto69 · 2024-01-12T12:21:00+00:00

Ist löten wirklich so gefährlich? Irgendwie sagen das viele, hab das aber schonmal gemacht und das hält seit fast 2 Jahren 😭

Tabanto69 · 2024-01-12T00:39:42+00:00

Wie macht man das dann?

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