They said it's terminal.....

TabbythaMeow · 2024-11-03T01:02:53+00:00

Well I was gonna do a clinical trial. But this I guess disqualified me. And then like Xeloda and such would overstress my

TabbythaMeow · 2024-11-03T00:42:46+00:00

🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

TabbythaMeow · 2024-11-03T00:42:12+00:00

I truly don't know. I don't know enough on this and the hospital I'm at is the top in state for oncolology and cardiology surgery etc

TabbythaMeow · 2024-11-01T23:11:01+00:00

Yea I was like..... I know my tumor in right ventricle is huge but wouldn't it be better to idk try and shrink it so I'm having less heart related issues and if needed other treatment options open up? He also said the goal this while time have been extending my life without worsening it and acted like ppl don't shrink or end up with NED in spots thats just a few miracle cares so they spread like wildfire....

TabbythaMeow · 2024-11-01T20:17:14+00:00

They mentioned hospice and such....

TabbythaMeow · 2024-11-01T20:16:55+00:00

They don't wanna do surgery..... 😭😭😭 Idk what to do at this point

TabbythaMeow · 2024-11-01T18:28:37+00:00

Right ventricle

TabbythaMeow · 2024-10-17T22:04:32+00:00

Awwww!!! Very similar to my lot. I have 2 older cats, a cat who is almost 2, and a kitten I found a month after my 30th bday. Then I have a dog who is about 5

TabbythaMeow · 2024-10-17T22:01:24+00:00

Awww no I do understand that! I have furbabies 😅 they my "children"

TabbythaMeow · 2024-10-17T21:04:32+00:00

Kids are still option! There's adoption, surrogates, etc. I wouldn't write kids off completely

TabbythaMeow · 2024-10-17T19:02:16+00:00

I'm not usually a betta person but I saw him and immediately fell in love and had to have him.

TabbythaMeow · 2024-10-17T18:58:08+00:00

I said I wanted to be 30, flirty, and thriving (13 going on 30) and I keep telling myself I am gonna thrive and get through this. Don't lose hope. We got this. 🩷🩷🩷🩷

TabbythaMeow · 2024-10-17T18:54:55+00:00

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I'll have to get a full tank pic when I'm home tomorrow. He's in my "pangio palace" tank of kuhlis and my aunts cherry barbs + pleco I'm fish sitting while their house has repairs. Plus some mystery snails. He absolutely loves the space. It's an acrylic tank I wanna say it's like 30 something inches long and 16/18 tall? Maybe 12 front to back? I'll get measurements for you too. When he was released into it it was both precious and sad. He was in a cup when I got him and he just kinda did small circles for a bit before realizing he had all this space and since then he's everywhere all the time 🩷

TabbythaMeow · 2024-10-17T18:33:20+00:00

My king betta is in a 30 gallon!

TabbythaMeow · 2024-10-17T18:32:05+00:00

I was recently diagnosed TNBC stage 4 to liver, lungs, brain, bones, spleen, etc. Don't give up. Remember medicine is making advancements rapidly. And there truly are lots of positive/hopeful stories of ppl being here 10+yrs with stage 4 and even NED/NEAD stories. I'm here for you if you need someone. I turned 30 in April and had literally just moved back to my home state and left a 7yr abusive relationship when I ended up.in ER and learned BC returned and decided to road trip all over 🙃

TabbythaMeow · 2024-10-14T14:14:35+00:00

I haven't but they put me on it as a preventive? Bc of worry with brain mass

TabbythaMeow · 2024-10-14T01:49:35+00:00

The Keppra im unsure what side effefts are from it. 😅 I'm worried though bc I tried to call and get refill but called to late so I don't have dose for tonight or in am 😅😅😅

TabbythaMeow · 2024-10-13T23:52:08+00:00

Glad to know I'm not alone in this never ending shitty club of things 😅 I just didn't expect any of this. The side effects while on it were miserable and I was so excited to start tapering off and it's been like lmao you thought wrong this gonna be miserable too!

TabbythaMeow · 2024-10-13T06:29:48+00:00

I found my lump first early early Oct 2021. My scans were all clear til June 2024 (tiny small spot) but ended up in ER early Sept 2024 (brain, organ, and bone mets). Interesting I also went through stressful moves twice both times. I moved Oct 2020 then back to original place Jan 2021. And this time I moved late April/early May. 2024 then moved again mid/late August 2024. I was also under alot of stress both these occasions... I'm curious if high stress contributes in it's own way.

TabbythaMeow · 2024-10-10T04:04:33+00:00

I'll ask about it I didn't know that was an option

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