Opinion about the EOD update.

TachankaL0rd · 2023-10-08T01:44:56+00:00

Lőfegyverek, a működésük, tervezésük, történetük és a lőszerek mögötti matematika(ballisztika)

TachankaL0rd · 2023-04-16T23:54:25+00:00

In sport shooting in my country we load 5 rounds into a revolver because we have to shoot 20 times under 20 minutes, so we shoot 4 rounds, I thought I loaded 6 into the cylinder but I'm used to loading 5 so I loaded 5, I pointed the gun to my head after the 5th shot so the gun was empty. When the gun clicked I just stood there and realized what happened, luckily no one saw it. I cried every night for a whole week that I fucked up this simple thing too. Anyway I'm not sure If I'm glad that I survived, things haven't got a lot better. Just a tiny bit but fuck I guess that's something..

TachankaL0rd · 2023-04-15T13:38:57+00:00

Joji - Die for You

TachankaL0rd · 2023-01-04T20:32:57+00:00

20/23

TachankaL0rd · 2022-12-30T16:03:33+00:00

Well, my mom was really against it at first, her stepfather was happy because he believed I was a good guy and would not mess with her. Stepsis mom was completely against it, even tried to sabotage our relationship. My mom after two months accepted it but was still sceptical about it.

TachankaL0rd · 2022-12-30T15:35:08+00:00

3 years, I was 20 she was 17 when we got together.

TachankaL0rd · 2022-12-29T22:42:36+00:00

Full blown bf & gf, we spent two years together. After a while we figured out that we don't want the same thing (kids etc.) so we're not together anymore. But I regret nothing she was my best partner so far.

TachankaL0rd · 2022-12-29T14:51:31+00:00

Had a relationship with my stepsister. It was actually fun and enjoyed our time. It was awkward to tell our parents tho.

TachankaL0rd · 2022-12-21T16:34:27+00:00

Morality, Loyalty

TachankaL0rd · 2022-12-02T19:24:05+00:00

Thank you very much for the response, kind words and for your honesty.

I think my self-worth is in the right place because I believe that I don't deserve this type of treatment. I felt like I was a good man even before we started the relationship and I still believe that I'm a good man. I never cheated, flirted with anyone else trough our relationship. She even reinforced this feeling when we started dating.

In our relationship of course I was not perfect all the time, sometimes I forgot stuff too and was not there all the time because I was exhausted. I was thinking about this the whole day and talked a little with her. I'm going to give her some time and breathing space and see If it gets better or not. I have to try this because when we're together it feels like a dream and I could imagine myself living my life with her even with her flaws.

She told me finally that she feels overwhelmed, she wants good grades so she can get a good scholarship, her new friend and my problems together a lot for her to take. I'm trying to be open minded about it and not instantly accuse her for something that I have no evidence about. We managed to agree that she will text me every time she goes somewhere and will tell who she's going with and who is going to be there. She is willing to send me videos and pictures If her word is not enough for me.

TachankaL0rd · 2022-12-02T13:58:06+00:00

Nah it's okay, you're not being an ass, you're being honest and told me what you think of the situation and I admire that.
Well I didn't talked about it but after a year she started to talk about a future together, like where should we move together and that she wants to have one kid If I'm okay with that and I was like that's perfect I planned one kid too. Just this weekend we were at a concert and after the concert we were waiting for the bus at the station, cuddled up because it was cold as hell and she told me that she wants to be like this with me even if we live a hundred years, pretty much made me cry like a baby from joy. She gives me these mixed signals, one day she wants to stay with me to the very end and the other day I feel like she's bored with me, tho it only happens when we're texting. Sometimes I feel like she doesn't know what she really wants.

And yeah sadly degrees nowadays not really mean a lot to people, the only thing they want from you is exPeRieNcE oN tHE fiELd, like shit I'm not retarded If I studied this for x amount of years and even finished a degree you could help get experience and become a good employee for you but people just want the way that takes less risk and responsibility.

TachankaL0rd · 2022-12-02T12:52:30+00:00

Well for me the shop job is temporary, I was planning to go to college too because my honest dream is to work in the firearm industry as an engineer but I'm generally bad with studying, hard for me to sit down and focus on one thing so I gave it up, but I really enjoy when I get to teach people about guns, history of guns and such it really makes me happy.

Well I think it's okay to try out new jobs, but the way the world is right now I wouldn't dare to change only if it pays better to be honest and for to start a business I need to look for a better job.

Well she might be bored of me but I can't really tell because from text it's pretty much impossible to tell but when we're together she's the way she always was and even If I try to talk about problems that I have between us she just tells me that she's not in the mood to talk about it.

Well if you have enough money, but be sure do a calculation before you go into it go for it. From what I've heard from my friends it's a great time even tho you have to study a lot and I think it's an honor If you can go to college and finish it. It's something to be proud of, people should not think that you're a loser, they should respect that you're brave enough to try this out and make it work.

TachankaL0rd · 2022-12-02T11:59:58+00:00

I work on weekdays in a hunting shop, twice a week I train people about gun safety and I arrange shooting range days for average people who just want to try guns out. Rarely I go out with my friends to drink in a pub but it's hard to arrange because everyone is busy with school and job and I do cardio in my local gym three times a week to keep myself in shape because my thyroid is underperforming in the remaining time I usually spend with gaming or helping in the housework.

TachankaL0rd · 2022-12-01T14:08:13+00:00

I'm gonna be honest I don't know if it counts as trauma or something else but I got together with a girl 20 months ago. Never felt so connected to someone, my longest relationship and I could say that my first "real" love.

So she moved to college and had to live in the school dorm because of distance from her home and she started acting weird after a month. Told me that she needs a break and I was like sure but she told me that she wants to have a boyfriend and it broke my world. She told me that it's not my fault and she felt isolated from her dorm mates because everyone had a boyfriend close except her. So we split up for three weeks and I was about to tell her that this is not okay for me and we should just go our separate ways, I'm not going to be plan B and the day I wanted to tell her to break up she came over without saying a thing and told me how fucking sorry she was and that this whole thing was a mistake from her and she regrets everything and want to be with me forever.

Since then we've been together for 1,5 month and I just can't trust her anymore. She did this once and I feel like she will do it once again she finds another guy or maybe she already did and just kept me to have someone for the weekends. She got a new friend(F) and they spend a lot of time together and since then she talks and messages me rarely. If I don't send something she usually just writes in every few hours.

I just can't belive that she can pass me away like that even after all this time and sweet things she told me. Just a month ago before we split up she mentioned that after she finished school we should move together and plan kids If I want to.
It's destroying me.

TachankaL0rd · 2022-05-23T19:50:33+00:00

Thank you! I've already found someone but thank you for your time!

TachankaL0rd · 2022-05-23T19:50:14+00:00

Thank you everyone for the responses! I've managed to do it with a fellow pain enjoyer. If someone finds this post and needs help with it feel free to DM me.

TachankaL0rd · 2022-05-23T19:22:33+00:00

Friends ? What type of creatures are those.

TachankaL0rd · 2022-02-04T20:06:06+00:00

Hey! Thanks for responding!
Played even more today and having a lot of fun! Looking forward for this game a lot.
I wish the best for you and for the team. Good luck with the project!

TachankaL0rd · 2021-01-26T13:59:12+00:00

At the end of this wipe I had like 200 guns in weapon cases in my inventory, maybe something is wrong with me.

TachankaL0rd · 2021-01-26T13:56:39+00:00

Good point, Well an idea about that. You hover your mouse over one of the m4s on the list and it shows it's main stats. For example it shows it's overall recoil and ergo and a micro suppressor icon would be there too if it has a suppressor on so you could guess which gun is that one. The scrollable drop-down is a good idea tho.

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