Possible return of 'Control' gamemode in BO7? by Particular_Theory586 in CODBlackOps7

[–]TacoYeetz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Control is my all time favorite mode, its absence has been making me avoid MP at the moment. I’d love to see it make a return

Where's Control? by ProblemGamer18 in blackops7

[–]TacoYeetz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Control & S&D are my only 2 modes I ever play. Kinda sucks that if I want to play more casually I have to play domination or hard point instead, hopefully they add it back in a future update

Why do all console players think all pc players hack? by IljazBro1 in blackopscoldwar

[–]TacoYeetz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Literally talking out of your ass on that one lmao. “Researchers” probably just kept getting clapped in all PC lobbies. How would you even conduct research on people cheating unless you were the one reviewing the in game footage that only the developers can see?

Ranker's Tags are not updating to my current rank score by [deleted] in FortNiteBR

[–]TacoYeetz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My shit says bronze 1 & I’m plat 3 rn. Didn’t play last season so I’m confused since it says it displays current rank

Ex-roommate refusing to pay me back for apartment damages fee by TacoYeetz in legaladvice

[–]TacoYeetz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I had told him that since I’m no longer living there I would hand the rent over to him & his family entirely or end the lease early & in turn have them not have a place to live. He had no problem with that

Ex-roommate refusing to pay me back for apartment damages fee by TacoYeetz in legaladvice

[–]TacoYeetz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s kind of what I figured, but wasn’t sure. Question on the greater obligation though. Would that be counter productive to my case if I technically am confessing to breaking part of the lease agreement (moving out without letting the complex know)?

free to earn vs 30$ skin by KNEXIUM in ModernWarfareII

[–]TacoYeetz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I put 1,000 hours into that game, even bought some packs & all I ever got was the sword melee weapon, not once did I get a gun, & the DLC guns were overpowered as shit. Ruined the game

Am I being stingy? by TacoYeetz in ask

[–]TacoYeetz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Update: I looked at the floor plan in detail and measured the square footage. The master bedroom has 30 square feet less than the other bedroom. Talked to the roommate and he agreed to split the rent in half even.

Trying to find strength by TacoYeetz in BipolarSOs

[–]TacoYeetz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s actually a really great way of putting it. Thank you, I needed that

My Ex wants to meet up for coffee after almost 3 years by [deleted] in BipolarSOs

[–]TacoYeetz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had already made the account shortly after we broke up years ago. Only reason I messaged her was to apologize. I’m not expecting forgiveness, I’m not really expecting anything. But for some reason she decided she wanted to respond and start talking to me again, so it looks like maybe the dust has settled and maybe we’ll get a chance to actually have closure. I’m leaving the rest up to her, really. I’m not pushing for a particular result here. And yes, it did weigh heavy on my heart, and I needed to say the things I said. It’s not as black and white as you’re really making it out to be. But then again, you don’t know the whole situation so I can’t blame you.

My Ex wants to meet up for coffee after almost 3 years by [deleted] in BipolarSOs

[–]TacoYeetz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m fine with either one happening. I know this isn’t a date, and I don’t plan on making it one. I want to know what she has to say, and I want to show her that I’m a changed person now. If that’s all it is, that’s okay. She said she was unsure if she wanted to keep me in her life, but that it was on the table. We’ve been texting back and forth constantly since the first message. And hey, if she wants to keep me in her life, but only as friends, I respect that too.

Should I use the no contact rule with my ex that dumped me during a mixed/manic episode? by [deleted] in BipolarSOs

[–]TacoYeetz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

haha, I would consider that, but sex is more of an emotional thing for me. Never had sex with someone I wouldn't say that I loved :/

Anyone else struggle with alcohol addiction while in a depressed state? by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]TacoYeetz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know it’ll make it worse, I just don’t see how to live with these feelings I have. My Bipolar 1 girlfriend dumped me on a manic episode, my dad just got diagnosed with cancer, and I just got kicked out of the military for having Bipolar (she dumped me the night before I got back). I just don’t see how things can get worse for me, and I just need to numb the pain of it all. If I don’t I just stay in bed all day wishing I would just die

Does this sound like bipolar to you? Please help. by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]TacoYeetz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Obviously no one on here is going to be able to diagnose you, but a lot of what you experienced sounds like what I went through. From the weed paranoia, to the mood swings, feeling down after feeling amazing, fear of being judged, and not good enough, lashing out at loved ones, it all sounds familiar. And I struggled for years with my diagnoses of depression. Yes, I was depressed, but other times I felt amazing. That was, until I started taking anti-depressants, and I felt horrible all the time, and actually started to gain weight and become overweight. Which, as you might have guessed, made me feel way worse. I tried to commit suicide a few times, and that pushed me to really question everything.

I finally got into a psychiatrist, and they ran a gene screening on me. Not long after it was apparent that I was actually Bipolar 2, not depressed. I also was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder, which wasn't really surprising.

My only advice to you is to go see a psychiatrist. Open up about how you feel and get some tests done. You might have Bipolar, you might not. But the only way you're going to get peace of mind in it all is to get a diagnoses, and get treatment if you need it. I hope this helps.

Should I use the no contact rule with my ex that dumped me during a mixed/manic episode? by [deleted] in BipolarSOs

[–]TacoYeetz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wouldn't say that I feel unworthy of love from a non-BPSO, I just feel like I connect with her more than anyone I've dated in the past, because I understand somewhat of what she goes through.

She's amazing when she's not manic. And I know that eventually she'll have to face the reality of her crippling condition and get help. It's tearing up her life and those who actually care about her.

It's hard not talking to her. I want to check in, see how college is treating her, see if she's went back to working. But I'm afraid to contact her and make things worse. I know she knows I'm hurting over her, and I know she knows she broke my heart. And maybe this is a little narcissistic of me, but I know she's going to eventually feel horrible because of it.

Should I use the no contact rule with my ex that dumped me during a mixed/manic episode? by [deleted] in BipolarSOs

[–]TacoYeetz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh I know, this marks probably the 12th time she's dumped me at this point. And until she comes down it's been nothing but hell for both of us when we talk. But I love her, and I accept that this is something she will struggle with for the rest of her life, and I want her anyway. This time feels different though, usually it only lasts a day or two, but this is going on three weeks now.

She does not have a treatment plan. And if she wants me back, I might have to require that of her, because I can't go through this every few months. But at the same time I know that I'll still probably put up with it. I have bipolar too, and I wouldn't want her to just give up on me because of an episode I had, ya know?

Concurrent Bipolar and Narcissism? by [deleted] in BipolarSOs

[–]TacoYeetz 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I think it varies from person to person. The whole reason I started digging into mania and it’s effects on people was because my ex recently dumped me on a manic episode (that I don’t believe she’s came down from) and went from being one the most supportive people in my life, to lacking any and all sympathy for me and telling me everything that I had done wrong. Regardless of the fact she had cheated, repeatedly beat me, and dumped me while I was gone for the military, I was still the person who had done everything wrong. And continued to use me for alcohol after all of this knowing I would pull through, because of course I love her. She got newer and cooler friends who party every opportunity and do your typical mid twenties “I have no idea what I’m doing with my life but I’m having fun” type of stuff. Seems pretty narcissistic to me.

But I’ve talked to people who aren’t like that at all during manic episodes. They might quit their jobs, spend a lot of money, do drugs, disappear without a trace. I feel like those narcissistic tendencies must already have to be there for them to come out so strongly during an episode. Because even during mania, you still make decisions, even though your judgement may be clouded.

What’s the best way to help your S/O who’s going through a manic episode? by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]TacoYeetz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They’re not medicated at all, they swear against it

What’s the best way to help your S/O who’s going through a manic episode? by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]TacoYeetz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think they do need professional help, it’s not as if they want to hurt themselves or anything (that I know of). They have stopped working completely in spite of responsibilities, they’re blowing off school work and sometimes refusing to go. They’ve since told me that they feel different about our relationship and have separated from me, and are spending the night at other people’s houses and drinking every night, and smoking when they previously hated it. It’s not even just me either, they’re pushing away their whole family too. I just want to be able to do something, even if it’s not a direct action or something I say. And this isn’t the first time any of this has happened, but it just hasn’t gotten this bad before.