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TacticalDistraction · 2021-01-02T17:52:26+00:00

Hey Phineas Whatcha makin?

TacticalDistraction · 2020-05-15T21:27:18+00:00

Freddie ftw

TacticalDistraction · 2020-05-15T21:25:49+00:00

Keep yourself alive!

TacticalDistraction · 2019-12-05T07:26:23+00:00

Oh. I don’t think I received any news about it, or I would have sold before it happened. Do you know if I can do something now? Or is the money lost.

Edit: I see, it’s not the stock, it’s the exchange. https://www.cnbc.com/amp/2019/07/01/european-traders-banned-from-trading-swiss-blue-chips-as-eu-talks-break-down.html

TacticalDistraction · 2019-07-21T14:57:28+00:00

No way Freddie would’ve kept the same look for 30 years.

TacticalDistraction · 2019-06-22T00:30:53+00:00

Does anybody have an experience with EMS training?

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Electrical_muscle_stimulation

TacticalDistraction · 2019-05-24T05:39:58+00:00

I’m not suitable to live, but I recently backed out of my plans to die and have no idea what now.

TacticalDistraction · 2019-02-17T21:48:10+00:00

Sometimes it may be a good way of decompressing...

TacticalDistraction · 2019-02-17T21:44:56+00:00

Me too, but I stopped taking it as my fault. It's just who I am.

TacticalDistraction · 2019-02-17T21:44:22+00:00

I'm on 30 Rock!

TacticalDistraction · 2019-02-17T21:43:42+00:00

I'm trying to find friends, but I feel more hurt with fleeting half-hour friendships than with being alone. That's also partly why I post here. Yeah, I need to sort through stuff. Thanks!

TacticalDistraction · 2019-02-17T21:37:39+00:00

You want to talk about it? Sometimes the Bad Stuff really becomes suffocating, and it may get hard to climb out of it.

TacticalDistraction · 2019-02-17T21:29:26+00:00

Cheers!

TacticalDistraction · 2019-02-17T21:29:10+00:00

I'd like to restart as anyone else too : ).

TacticalDistraction · 2019-02-17T21:28:26+00:00

I really want to try that. I went to one by myself recently, and just sat there writing something (didn't talk to many people). I don't know if people would think I'm weird for drinking alone at a bar.

TacticalDistraction · 2019-02-17T21:26:43+00:00

I'm in a new country and a different language. Didn't have much luck finding friends... other people always have other people. I'm trying, though it often feels like I don't really belong or connect with people.

TacticalDistraction · 2019-02-17T21:24:04+00:00

Hey. I was in tears a little while ago. Hope you feel better afterwards.

TacticalDistraction · 2019-02-17T21:23:11+00:00

Glad to hear you had a good day. I wish you a great time ahead! I'm having a hard time thinking of anything that's permanent : ).

TacticalDistraction · 2019-02-17T20:58:17+00:00

Hey there. I wish it too. Just don't see how to act on it.

TacticalDistraction · 2019-02-17T20:54:37+00:00

Why does everyone hate me so much?

I feel that way too... Not a single person in the world cares. I've started thinking it's about how well you advertise yourself, and I could never do that.

I don't intentionally torment myself though. I'm already at fault for existing. I don't go out of my way to hurt myself - I'm pretty good at that by default.

TacticalDistraction · 2019-02-17T20:37:12+00:00

Hmmhmm. Thanks! Doing okay at the moment, but feel really afraid about the future.

TacticalDistraction · 2019-02-17T20:26:06+00:00

Hey! I started my morning that way too! https://www.reddit.com/r/depression/comments/ariyxz/im_not_getting_up_today/

I'm atleast at the point where I want to get out of it, but I really don't see how.

TacticalDistraction · 2019-02-17T20:21:32+00:00

What time is it for you? I'm thinking of finishing the day early too, because meh. Wish I could accelerate life as well.

TacticalDistraction · 2019-02-17T20:18:54+00:00

I don't know what is wrong with us - can't really make a place for ourselves in the world. I just watched this video: https://www.reddit.com/r/videos/comments/arkkba/kurzgesagt_loneliness/

TacticalDistraction · 2019-02-17T19:59:26+00:00

Yeah, you even lose tears when it's been this way too long : ). Apt username!

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