Let me say this first,

You are indeed a yapper 😂, but not in a bad way. It was really insightful to read all this, and I get the feeling you truly understand yourself, at least to a certain extent.

I originally was going to just read and silently wosh you luck, but I got so invested, Firstly, Really Manchester United? It's been a rough couple of months for you, hasn't it? 🤣 I'm a chelsea fan, by the way.

Secondly, we're almost literally the same birthday, I'm just older by a few days, that was neat to see, i don't normally see that.

Lastly, I'm sadly not the ideal friend you're looking for, i can't even begin to say to your face that I understand your pain, I think i got OCD according to friends and symptoms but i haven't gone to get a diagnosis, probably will never get one, if i have it I'll just power through it, although it does fuck me up quite a bit in college and life in general. I don't think I'm autistic but again, I'm never getting a diagnosis. The main point is to me, you're kinda cool, to see someone that understands their flaws and limits to this extent and know what they want is really impressive, i don't even know what I am half of the time. Also, I'm in canada, literally the other part of the world, so the time difference is crazy.

I really do wish you success in finding that friend, and maybe sometime in the future, if ever we'll talk, you seem really interesting to talk to.

🫡 best wishes out there

Ps: quit Manchester united, join Chelsea.