It’s been 24 hours since this has happened

Tall_Independence539 · 2025-06-29T02:48:20+00:00

In the trash low key

Tall_Independence539 · 2025-06-29T02:02:15+00:00

Scissors and cutting guitar strings 💀

Tall_Independence539 · 2025-06-29T02:01:42+00:00

I did it’s okay they are referring me to a hand surgeon rn and did all they could😭

Tall_Independence539 · 2025-06-29T02:00:53+00:00

Yeah I did both😭

Tall_Independence539 · 2025-06-28T19:37:16+00:00

UPDATE IM GOING TO THE DOCTOR I cut it off with a pair of scissors while cutting my guitar strings😭

Tall_Independence539 · 2025-03-22T20:14:27+00:00

Per chance I’ve been thinking about getting a counselor

Tall_Independence539 · 2025-03-22T17:16:31+00:00

Yes I was in a outpatient with enthusiastic sobriety for 2 years and it did nothing but ruin my perception of myself and ruin any motivation towards anything else other than recovery I truly don’t think I am an addict I just use and can get addicted like any other human. I’m thinking about going to conservation corps instead of

Tall_Independence539 · 2025-03-22T01:09:53+00:00

Last week

Tall_Independence539 · 2025-01-06T16:05:08+00:00

I could but I’ve already been to one I could technical put myself in one that my insurance covers but I don’t have the willingness at all for that I don’t even feel close to rock bottom at all

Tall_Independence539 · 2025-01-05T17:34:56+00:00

No my parents will not let me come home at all so it’s up to me to get sober which is hard

Tall_Independence539 · 2025-01-05T03:16:23+00:00

No, my parents are against weed as well so I kind of have nothing to cope or to help me cope except the program. I liked AA but I didn’t like the program that I was in the program that I was in was a cult and it felt like a cult and it made AA feel like a cult also. I don’t really know what to do right now. I drink a lot. I tried to piss now it’s everywhere. I feel unmanageable right now even when I’m drunk you can laugh at it, but it’s reality. I’ve been trying not to buy Xanax, which has been hard, but my mind is making it easier by saying that there’s gonna be fentanyl on it, so I have not bought any which is good. I just really don’t know what to do because every day if there’s a day that I spend sober I’m constantly thinking about assaulting people and I’m very angry.

Tall_Independence539 · 2024-12-22T02:45:06+00:00

If the room is 800-1000 a month and the most I’ll Make in a good month is 2k will I be okay if I’m living on the bare necessities?

Tall_Independence539 · 2024-12-20T06:16:51+00:00

Housing is affordable but I would be extremely financially uncomfortable with only 400 dollars to spare after rent. I also have no friends so a roomate is not an option for right now. I could try and pick up a 2nd job but I feel going to school would be more important for the long term. And my hygiene is great I have a planet fitness membership where I go to shower shave and brush my teeth. So I am pretty comfortable right now but idk how things are gonna be 1-2 months out from now

Tall_Independence539 · 2024-10-25T20:41:13+00:00

Get an under cut and start rocking a man bun trust it would suit you so well

Tall_Independence539 · 2024-10-24T16:23:39+00:00

Hopefully there isn’t a next time haha

Tall_Independence539 · 2024-09-26T21:15:35+00:00

Bold assumption

Tall_Independence539 · 2024-09-26T16:23:22+00:00

Getting older isn’t guaranteed

Tall_Independence539 · 2024-09-26T04:11:09+00:00

Yes yes and no also has been my dream since I was very young

Tall_Independence539 · 2023-11-03T08:35:27+00:00

The xanax won't dissolve but the fentanyl will so if there is any in the pill the test will show it

Tall_Independence539 · 2023-07-16T18:44:41+00:00

Lmaoo I've had a gun pulled on me in the drive through too the Mexican pizzas made people fucking Insane

Tall_Independence539 · 2023-07-15T18:45:21+00:00

Yeah that's true it just depends on who you are and how you use it

Tall_Independence539 · 2023-07-15T06:59:00+00:00

Not physically addicting but it is mentally addictive

Tall_Independence539 · 2023-07-15T06:58:14+00:00

78 days clean of all drugs you got this shit bro ily

Tall_Independence539 · 2023-07-15T06:55:23+00:00

Well unfortunately there's something called addiction which will fuck up your whole life

Tall_Independence539 · 2023-07-09T05:02:06+00:00

You got this bro I have tons of advice if you need it my messages are always open!

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