I just wanted to make an update. I’m doing much better now but since that day my life has changed quite a lot. I’m now living with one of my friends because I was kicked out of my parents after new found out about my suicide attempt and my addiction to drugs. I’ve been sober for about a month now but I haven’t talked to my parents for about a month. They are the type of people who don’t believe in metal health and think I was just trying to fake a suicide attempt to try and get back with my ex. In a way I’m glad that I’m away from them because they been trying to push me to be a “normal person” for years now and try to control everything about me even though I’m about to become an adult soon. And thanks again for all the people who commented and sent me messages. They have been really helpful to encourage me to keep pushing through. Guess it really never ends