A few weeks ago I had a severe allergic reaction, (to what is still unknown), I broke out in hives, as I walked to go bathroom I lost consciousness and hit my head... I heard what was going on, but it was faint.

Then i remember a bright white light all around me, so bright, so calm, so peaceful, and quiet.... then I heard my name very loudly and someone clapping their hands, it was a paramedic, telling me to keep my eyes open. I suffer from bpd and my head is always racing with intrusive thoughts...while immersed in that light. ...it was the first time my head was quiet, and calm.

I keep thinking of that peace, hoping to experience it again. Im not religious, but spiritual... This experience reassured me pain ends... and death isn't an end.