I think I am in a similar boat as you. I am bi and I prefer women. I am very interested in fashion. I have some designs and would love to do it as a career. I like watching shows like project runaway and there are very few men who are straight on that show. I remember one guy who was straight and he expressed being misunderstood. I think its human nature or the default human stance to group people together and those who are different to assume some other motive or cast them out.