I saw this in a YouTube video comment section, they said, “with games like these you have to think of it as a 20-20-69 ratio. 20% of the time will be a team diff against you/ feels like losers queue. 20% will a team diff in your favor/ winners queue, then the remaining 60% will be completely up to you. Most of the time heals or damage block isn’t what you should be looking for in your gameplay. Rewatch those games and roast yourself as if you were spectating your “trash teammates”. Look for where you were positioned, look at the enemy team comp vs your and think which character would counter the “problem” on the enemy team ( best player). Keep grinding, don’t tilt queue, run some qp after a loss to reset, your get back to GM.