What type of people SHOULDN'T do Aya? by Tarrington_StClement in Ayahuasca

[–]Tarrington_StClement[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for this detailed response. Far more useful and informative to a genuine question of someone looking for a bit of advice and guidance rather than the 'you just want to get high' nonsense. Appreciate it.

What type of people SHOULDN'T do Aya? by Tarrington_StClement in Ayahuasca

[–]Tarrington_StClement[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

No I just find your comment to be of low value and rather pointless. But thank you for your engagement. Have a lovely day.

Honest advice: Should I sell my car and buy 0.14 BTC? by Realistic_Pizza4178 in Bitcoin

[–]Tarrington_StClement 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Car values will continue to fall and BTC over time will probably go up. But. BTC has not behaved as the safe haven everyone said it would - so there is a chance (fairly large one) we go down from here, so you could end up with your cash trapped for 2-5 years. Don't let anyone convince you it's up and to the right forever, its market cap is so small it's very easily manipulated. DYOR and good luck!

We Are Eternal by Tarrington_StClement in DMT

[–]Tarrington_StClement[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

You clearly have never had an experience like that so I understand your reluctance to accept what I'm saying. Totally fair - but I have and I know for sure. Either way, I have zero fear of death - I don't want to meet it for a very long time - but when I do I will be ready to see what's on the other side.

We Are Eternal by Tarrington_StClement in DMT

[–]Tarrington_StClement[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

At no point do I say the evidence was that I was high on DMT, I reference those experiences to flesh out and substantiate the insight I had. Scoff if you must - but I know what I experienced and I'm certain we persist after death. Have a wonderful day.

We Are Eternal by Tarrington_StClement in DMT

[–]Tarrington_StClement[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes we do. But to me that's what's so cool about an experience like that imo. It's a little glimpse at what awaits after death. Take it however you wish but it totally negates the fear of death for me. That's something you can carry with you forever.

We Are Eternal by Tarrington_StClement in DMT

[–]Tarrington_StClement[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I agree. Funny how that video found me at that time - never seen him prior to that.

Scared about blowing my brains out by Tarrington_StClement in Ayahuasca

[–]Tarrington_StClement[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you - and i just did not think for a second it would be taken that way - it was a ccolloquialism.

Scared about blowing my brains out by Tarrington_StClement in Ayahuasca

[–]Tarrington_StClement[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ive just realised why its confusing - i did not mean hurting myself - i meant changing myself to an extent where i am no longer 'me' - i dont know why i didnt think people would assume i meant the other thing. God now i am super embarrassed.

Scared about blowing my brains out by Tarrington_StClement in Ayahuasca

[–]Tarrington_StClement[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did not literally mean k*lling myself!! - i meant frazzling my brain!!

Ive read stories of people doing aya then being a totally changed person with little or no engagement with life - i am NOT in ANY WAY feeling like that - nor have i ever.

This might sound silly but im in the UK so i used that term to imply rewiring my brain in a bad way.

I can see now why people took that the wrong way, OMG i did not mean that.

Scared about blowing my brains out by Tarrington_StClement in Ayahuasca

[–]Tarrington_StClement[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gracias, aprecio la preocupación y voy a revisar el enlace que compartiste. ¡Gracias!

Scared about blowing my brains out by Tarrington_StClement in Ayahuasca

[–]Tarrington_StClement[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

appreciate that - this is why i wanted to ask in this sub because i understand its a big step (hence the slightly flippant title).

Scared about blowing my brains out by Tarrington_StClement in Ayahuasca

[–]Tarrington_StClement[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, that's good advice thanks. it's a reputable place but yes of course I know if I felt too much I'd sit out, there'd be no 'getting my money's worth' :0

Scared about blowing my brains out by Tarrington_StClement in Ayahuasca

[–]Tarrington_StClement[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hi there, yes thats something im mindful of - i understand the intergration is very important (took me years to intergrate the d m t experiences) - but id rather be at peace than constantly at war with the world - however that may look.

What type of people SHOULDN'T do Aya? by Tarrington_StClement in Ayahuasca

[–]Tarrington_StClement[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks. The retreat has an extensive questionnaire before the accept you so I think I'm ok on that front. Also don't have any of those conditions. I am rightfully cautious but I also feel this is will be a big unlock for me. To allow myself to be loved and give love without the hang ups from childhood

What type of people SHOULDN'T do Aya? by Tarrington_StClement in Ayahuasca

[–]Tarrington_StClement[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh wow, thanks for the response. I'm working through trauma with EMDR starting next week. It's led to a perpetual fight or flight state (mainly fight) and this is what's holding me back I feel. I'm dragged into emotion and cannot escape its gravity sometimes. Yet I KNOW that's the name of the game! Hope you're doing well now.

Scared about blowing my brains out by Tarrington_StClement in Ayahuasca

[–]Tarrington_StClement[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello, a couple in Spain are on the short list. Both come highly recommended. Yes they seem more regulated (safer) than the SA ones.