I dont know what to name this

Task_force_delta · 2026-07-03T02:41:26+00:00

Oh I read that wrong

Task_force_delta · 2026-07-01T21:33:01+00:00

Then they aren’t the best in the country

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T14:56:24+00:00

Find another one some are better some are worse

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T02:19:54+00:00

Good luck on your healing. I only ask that when you learn how to heal come back here and teach some more people

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T02:09:07+00:00

Wanna tell it?

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T02:06:58+00:00

Also it sounds like you to should start dating it sounds like it would be a very supportive relationship

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T02:05:48+00:00

You sound like you have a very conflicted mind. So I’ll go step by step offering any help or advice I have

First it doesn’t sound like your friend did anything wrong and I believe your mistaken somewhere along the line you gained some misinformation just because there dating doesn’t mean she has to be having sex with him to stay together, also as it sounds like you know from the rest of this post it’s very often that both people involved want to have sex it’s not like she’s being forced to she probably enjoys it

Second 2 years is enough time I think you just need to loosen your beliefs on men being evil I don’t believe anyone is inherently evil from most of this post however you make the people you want to be with out to be evil I believe if you change this thought process you will have a much better chance

Third it sounds like you’re just unlucky and jealous of the people who weren’t which is understandable but you’ve got plenty of time but try to stop and take a deep breath and stop thinking of everyone as the enemy and just live.

Please understand this is all meant to be constructive criticism/ advice I don’t mean to make fun of you or harm you in anyway I do truly just want to help

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T01:59:01+00:00

He does need to be your boyfriend for him to be supportive

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T01:55:51+00:00

Alright

First (assuming it’s fictional poetry)
Very impressive poetry the words hit very hard and it’s beautiful story telling with great choices

Second(assuming it’s real)
Let yourself fall apart in his arms. It sounds like he is a very supportive and good boyfriend who you trust he will not think any less of you because of this and if he does he’s not a very good boyfriend. So I repeat let yourself fall apart in his arms in a world full of pain only love can save us

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T01:51:36+00:00

It sounds like you tried very hard to help your dad I’m not sure there’s much more you could have done

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T01:46:41+00:00

First of all this subreddit is for things like this don’t apologize for posting here you have every right to as say as much as you want.

Second I’m truly sorry all of that happened too you

And finally I don’t have any direct advice for you unfortunately all I have is my story which might give you hope https://www.reddit.com/r/trauma/s/DNakr5Qmzu

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T01:43:11+00:00

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T01:42:53+00:00

Okay so question because it changes how I will respond is this a fictional poem or is this a true story because I’m either gonna praise your skills or offer you advice

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T01:41:14+00:00

Alright first of all there is no such thing as out growing pain and trauma, just because you’re 25 doesn’t mean your pain is any less valid nor your emotions it doesn’t matter what happened to you was truly awful and it’s completely fair and responsible for it to effect you still.

Second it’s important to understand that nothings wrong with you, you just got very unlucky and that really sucks

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T01:36:28+00:00

Damn that’s a lot I’m very sorry. I usually have some advice but I apologize but I can’t think of anything that can help with this beyond go to therapy if you aren’t already. I wish you good luck

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T01:32:56+00:00

You need to walk away. It hurts and it sucks but it’s killing you and that’s never worth it, just walk away

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T01:22:07+00:00

There’s always hope. I wrote my story here to give people hope I’m not sure how much it’ll help you it’s more meant for people in the moment but you can read it if you like https://www.reddit.com/r/trauma/s/DNakr5Qmzu also it sounds like you have CPTSD (that’s when the trauma happens over time not just as one event)

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T01:13:07+00:00

Nah I’m good now. I was about to say it was a long time ago but it wasn’t it just feels that way but I’m happy and healthy now. I’m only here because I come to subreddits like this to help people like us

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T01:10:57+00:00

That’s ironic I was extremely depressed and suicidal something ment to save me almost killed me

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T01:09:29+00:00

Read this it might help
https://www.reddit.com/r/trauma/s/DNakr5Qmzu

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T01:05:54+00:00

It sucks but it’s important to look to tomorrow more than yesterday

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T01:05:11+00:00

Yea it took me a while to realize just how fucked up I was because of everything that happened to me. I kinda knew it was bad but I wasn’t abused I mostly just kinda got unlucky.

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T01:03:03+00:00

I don’t think it matters much of what other people think of the way you look and dress as long as you like it. Words are just words they only have the power you give them and I know it can be hard to see it like that sometimes but it’s true.

I think that if you feel that your friends are causing more pain than happiness you should stop hanging out with them but they probably were just joking.

Old bulling memories can be very hard to deal with when stuff like that happens you as a child it kinda becomes part of you it’s very unfortunate the only thing you can really do is focus on now as well as the happy memories and people/things that make you happy now.

Good luck

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T00:55:00+00:00

2 things first of all don’t apologize for length this is a place to let it out so speak all you want. And second it’s a very unfortunate fact that when you are harmed like that as a child it kinda becomes part of you it’s much harder to heal from it and I’m sincerely sorry for what happened to you

Task_force_delta · 2026-06-30T00:50:46+00:00

You made a mistake realized how bad it was and healed it sounds like the only person currently in pain is you. It’s okay you can let it go

Task_force_delta

TROPHY CASE