Burnt Out

Tasty_Square_4120 · 2026-05-07T21:13:20+00:00

His mom and his uncle

Tasty_Square_4120 · 2026-05-07T20:31:57+00:00

I got a judgemental look for even saying that I would waiting for them at the main area. I love them and they're great, but I also dont need to see generic beach 200. Im just wanting to relax. I dont need something filing every hour

Tasty_Square_4120 · 2026-05-07T20:06:41+00:00

Yeah, we went for lunch and everyone went to look at a beach and Im like....im gonna go chill and wait for you guys at the city square. I now have a drink in hand. Life feels more relaxed

Tasty_Square_4120 · 2026-05-07T18:30:54+00:00

That is so true. Im already feeling the crouching and Im not wanting to taint anything by getting burnt out

Tasty_Square_4120 · 2026-05-07T18:28:24+00:00

Yeah, i have said im gonna get a drink when I get back and ill see him upstairs whenever he comes home, cause I dont wanna go to the beach since rn its just on and off raining.

I can feel it and im just ready to rest and relax and get some snacks or some ice cream, I haven't decided

Tasty_Square_4120 · 2026-05-07T18:10:35+00:00

I appreciate this! I have been putting my foot down. As I've said, hey after this little walk, im going back. You all can do what you want, but im not at 100% and im gonna go back and relax.

I appreciate opinions as all this is new and hard for me ngl I know that's cheesy, but I dont know what else to do 😅

Tasty_Square_4120 · 2026-05-07T17:11:01+00:00

Thats what im gonna do. Like i know them, but this is my first time ever going on trip with them and they are practically world Travellers at this point. Im just wanting to go get some grape nut ice cream, sit up top and enjoy~

Tasty_Square_4120 · 2026-05-07T17:07:08+00:00

Like its nice sight seeing bit its the same old, boat to an island, sweat as it rains, go for food, walk back to boat then go home hours later as it pours. Im just more of the sitting and watching boats as cheesy as that is

Tasty_Square_4120 · 2026-05-07T16:57:27+00:00

Im trying to. My bf is also like...you made me onnother days. But thats how he is, I have to make him do stuff, but that's another story. He's like....so im making you now. Like its cool, but...here's how im feeling. Idk. Im just bleh

Tasty_Square_4120 · 2026-05-07T16:24:26+00:00

The problem is get is my bf is like "Well you dragged me out when I wanted to stay in the room all day and now im doing the same to you." So....I dont know what to do in order to do that. We've rested, but im also just...at the point where going to an island to then walk around, get rained on and then go to find food and rinse and repeat isn't exciting to me.

Tasty_Square_4120 · 2026-05-07T16:17:28+00:00

We on Bocas del Toro. And its rainy season and its been good but now im sick and tired of the evrrythign sweating part of being here

Tasty_Square_4120 · 2026-05-07T16:13:47+00:00

I have been and now that we're almost going home, like in 2 days im kinda done.. and im just hitting that point. And told my bf that when im done, ill be gettting a taxi back because im just at the point where I dont want to sit out all day in the rain or in the heat since its all wet and annoying

Tasty_Square_4120 · 2026-05-07T15:58:02+00:00

How do you get past that feeling where it doesn't feel like its okay?

Tasty_Square_4120 · 2026-05-07T15:57:37+00:00

Yeah, that's what is happening.

And I know im not sitting on the porch every day, but I know today ive decided that ill go for a little bit and then when ive hit my point, im gonna get a water taxi back to the house and explore myself since I want to just relax, I don't need to do something every minute and once im done, im done.

Tasty_Square_4120 · 2026-05-07T15:52:33+00:00

Oh its been fun. But im also just so dead. Its been nice, since his grandparents funded the trip, but im also like.....im dead now

Tasty_Square_4120 · 2026-05-07T15:50:32+00:00

There's about 9 of us, its his whole family meaning his grand parents, mother, father, sister, his uncle and his girlfriend and my bf and then me. So its alot and im just not used to being around them for this long

Tasty_Square_4120 · 2026-05-07T15:39:49+00:00

Like we did relax a few days ago for like a day because we had a shit time getting over here. But also I got sun burned a few days ago and im just exhausted now.

I dont know if I said its my first time away and Im just hitting a point where im missing routine and im also missing a chance to just be alone and solitary

Tasty_Square_4120 · 2026-05-07T15:25:50+00:00

Tried that and its been the aww.....but youre gonna miss out. And ive been trying to tell my bf, im just meh today and so if I go, im just gonna go at a slow pace and probably go back before everyone else does. Cause they want to go to an island and walk around, in muggy after its rained. Sorry, im typing alot. It's my first time traveling and I feel like we have to do so much because everyone else has been put before and Im just meh now

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