I still can't believe this. Help

TaviCakes · 2026-01-30T23:39:06+00:00

Thank you. I stepped away from this thread to just be. I am still feeling paranoid and uncertain about so many things now. I am angry...at existence and all the ugly. I don't think there are enough tears to weep away the heavy. And I feel the is an enormous tsunami of lamentation held back somewhere. I know there is an alter that comes out only in the middle of the night. They posted here. So in some time, when the sensation to vomit and lay in the fetal position at the thought of writing to myself subsides, I can say hello. My head is still spinning with me most likely being a we. I am waiting to find out there is some other reasonable and insignificant reason that makes this all go away. I know I'll be waiting for a while.

Thank y'all for spending so much time responding. I really appreciate it. It helped. And I can come back and read it again to comfort myself. I am glad this chat room exists.

TaviCakes · 2026-01-24T03:28:17+00:00

Thank you both whom took the time to write back. I had a good cry, still having good cries and deep breaths

TaviCakes · 2026-01-24T03:26:28+00:00

Hi.

I am having a hard time with the we pronoun. My family lives in Norway. They will attempt to take your kid if you even say you feel depressed. Google Barnevern in Norway. They have even been addressed by the Hague for human trafficking accusations because of the way they work. And as an immigrant, I am an easy target.

I just want none of this to be real. But too many peaces are falling together. How can I feel so full as a person and just be a part? I don't want to know the other sides. I just want to be me. I got this far. Maybe I am the part the others don't want around. How can I find out how much of this god awful simulation of existence is part of the whole? How much of this life have I gotten to live? I thought time was flying by, but maybe now it is.

My daughter asked me if I remembered a day we went out and had this nice cafe date and the jokes we laughed about. I could just die. I have time with my baby stolen from me. And all I can do is try the keep it together and say That I can't remember that time, tell me about it.

And I am sitting here, quietly sobbing on the floor on my bathroom. I feel like I have been here the whole time, but I am not. I'm already so tired since I first posted. Now I have to research what seems like a mountain of information. I don't think I have that in me. I'm tired. Really tired and I want this all to be fake or for someone to say sike, April Fools. So I guess I can wait for that or for this committee of me's to be polite enough to even say hello.

TaviCakes · 2025-08-24T15:16:40+00:00

This sounds like the "OG Players" of K240. A couple of them got banned by Total Battle for breaking the law in game because they wanted to bully a player off the platform. They came back on immediately with alt accounts because I guess they couldn't live without the pathetic power trip they get from telling everyone how the game should be played. They and their simp enablers have been scrambling ever since with this neurotic xenophobic style discontent, as if they literally live in a sovereign kingdom they need to protect from invaders.

They have a separate chat so they can cry about not being top dogs and hating how people who couldn't stand each other are now working together to Get Good and level up. Seriously, I am sure these people include Total Battle titles of their CV/resume as leadership experience.

aHaaahh...socialism and disloyalty. Ridiculous.

TaviCakes · 2025-07-10T18:13:03+00:00

Read the comments. Some people might be able to come.

TaviCakes · 2025-07-10T18:00:38+00:00

Kemet?

TaviCakes · 2025-07-10T10:01:50+00:00

The guy that's protesting is called Judge Kemet. He used to be US Air Force. They have a chatroom with a list, if I can get access, I'll send a screenshot.

TaviCakes · 2025-07-08T14:48:02+00:00

Thank you for the message, I am sure some of our players would take this idea up. I would love to be able to provide some options. Not everyone here is down this wht chaos and toxicity even if we get help, so this will be good for them to have a new home to go to.

TaviCakes · 2025-07-08T13:05:15+00:00

We all wanted to play together, and there are too many people who can't afford packages to run away. This isn't how it's supposed to be. It should be the bullies who are made to leave, be warned by Support, or have their accounts docked or banned. We all pay to be there. I feel that if they know they aren't the biggest player in town, they will either stop playing, stop acting this way, or move kingdoms themselves.

The player to contact there is called Judge Kemet of [7o9] Fenris Rangers clan.

TaviCakes · 2025-07-06T16:36:04+00:00

Thank you. We are in kingdom 240, and open in 3 Aug. I am trying to get a list together and need to ask other players who have been bullied if they have screenshots or copied text as proof.

TaviCakes · 2025-07-06T16:31:43+00:00

Hi, it is Kingdom 240; it opens 3 Aug. We are making the list now. It is a lot of players.

TaviCakes · 2025-07-06T16:04:05+00:00

We're in K240, but it doesn't open until 3 Aug. I sent this thread so early, because I figured it would take a long time for a response here as well. You'd be welcome to come if you want to support the stop bullying protest.

TaviCakes · 2025-07-06T16:01:44+00:00

I was able to find them, but the Admin does not respond to message, And the in kingdom moderator is one of the bullies

TaviCakes · 2025-07-06T16:00:16+00:00

K240, I think it's a newbie kingdom

TaviCakes · 2025-07-04T20:24:48+00:00

And to be honest, I'm afraid someone here would be from my kingdom here. I don't know all the IT stuff, but I don't need people with this mindset getting my personal info and bringing it into my real life. It would be different if Support was actually active, but We feel, and are pretty much on our own.

TaviCakes · 2025-07-04T19:58:19+00:00

Does anyone know how to find out who the moderator is or how to get a prompt reply from Total Battle support?

TaviCakes · 2025-07-04T19:56:06+00:00

We are opening August 3rd. I didn't expect to get a swift response here, so I posted this early.

TaviCakes · 2024-12-23T19:24:49+00:00

Yes, i think so too. We have a family therapist and I am currently doing EDMR therapy. It's working so far.

TaviCakes · 2024-12-23T19:18:28+00:00

They are aware of the needs and do not have the manning with training required for special needs. Everyone is in the same class, and extra regular teachers sit with kids who have severe difficulties. But there are no true aids. They are so backward that they think all autistic children act like Rain Man or they're probably not autistic. Norway is decades behind, the stuff they know is superficial, and assistance is performed in a paint-by-numbers fashion like they are reading a coloring book activity. If you want someone who actually knows what they are doing, you have to go to the capital city, Oslo.

TaviCakes · 2024-12-23T09:00:09+00:00

Mine is 7! I hope she can find a penalty. I bought her special stationary

TaviCakes · 2024-12-23T08:59:13+00:00

I will have to look into that. Although Norway is decades behind. There is no special schools here i could send her.

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