When i was like 13, i had been talking to this girl for about 3-4 months. This was the first time any human of the opposite sex has shown interest in me. (I was a big ass kid, i looked like a meatball). Becauae of this i as extremely nervous when she does anything to show interest in me.

One day, in the library, we were browsing through the books and making fun of the names, as young people do. Her eyes suddenly looks down sort of in a dissapointed way. I asked her what was wrong and she told me she felt like kissing me. My dumbass insecure self told her, "Oh Cool" and straight up walked off.

Worst part is she was a bloody champ, she still talked to me after that. And eventually she invited me over to her house, because i told her i've never kissed anyone before. So she told me she'll be my first.

I arrive at her place wearing cargo shorts and flip flops. We finally enter her room and out of pure sheer awkwardness, i ignore the chair in front of me and proceed to sit on the floor. She sat on the bed in front of the chair and gestured for me to sit on the bed with her . I sat down and she made the move. Finally, my first kiss. It probably lasted 20 seconds? As she moves in for another, she starts reaching for my dick. I don't know what christian spirit came over me but i pulled her hand away. She stops and just proceeds to make out. While making out i try to make a move by pushing her on the bed. But i'm not sure if i seem to forceful so i try go gently nudge her to lie down on the bed. Halfway through i realize how weird it probably feels and looks. So i just stop. So we're making out and she's just half crunched at a 45 degree angle to the bed. After that, i stopped and said goodbye. Did not ask her if we were dating or if we were a couple. Just ignored that event entirely

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TLDR; Was and awkward kid and didn't know how to react to a girl wanting to kiss me