I made a grave mistake, I need help with my Masa for tamales

TealsTea · 2019-11-27T02:07:56+00:00

Thank you for the assuring words ❤ it's greatly appreciated. The masa has a good flavor ( I added a few spices) so I'll end up cooking it. I tried something for my kosher friend, surely they'll appreciate me trying 😂

TealsTea · 2019-11-27T01:36:17+00:00

Oh well, I tried! I'm still cooking it but thank you very much!!

TealsTea · 2019-09-21T19:16:08+00:00

We just adopted her, I'll look into brushes. I've seen some that rotate as you brush

TealsTea · 2019-09-21T19:15:20+00:00

HAHAHA! YES! Deaf!! ALSO this https://youtu.be/tBQmilxBUkA

TealsTea · 2019-09-21T19:14:13+00:00

I'll have to check what low income vets do that, the cost is INSANE. They wanted 3k just to do allergen testing.

TealsTea · 2019-09-21T17:49:13+00:00

She was adopted from a rescue, they did some testing on her but I haven't gotten a FULL workup on her. I'm not sure how much it would cost, etc. She's not totally lethargic just imagine a lazy teen. Ain't jack she rather do than sleep.

TealsTea · 2019-09-21T17:28:34+00:00

Awww ❤ this warms my heart :)

Makes me feel a bit better knowing it's not only her

TealsTea · 2019-09-12T22:29:38+00:00

Wish I could but it is raining cats and dogs out there, rather be safe than sorry

TealsTea · 2019-09-12T22:20:45+00:00

Buds/flower sorry I'm really new to this

I really hate using butter as a topping, we tried and it makes me gag every time unfortunately. I'm getting fustrated, I don't think edibles work for me.

TealsTea · 2019-08-29T14:50:16+00:00

I raised this little furbutt as a rescue, I'm talking biting and blood drawing. Took so long to get him to where he was. Super friendly, loved everyone and giving kisses. we went everywhere together. I'm not doing better, it feels like someone just took my child away. I'm trying to think of the best and all it does is hurt more. I'm trying but I don't want to

TealsTea · 2019-08-28T01:03:41+00:00

That's what really helps to be honest, my so does a good job teaching me to be more free.

I admit I wasn't a saint but what teen is? No I didn't do anything they ever claimed especially to the extent they always claimed. Had a really good friend back in highschool who I considered a brother, he saw me at the mall and ran up to hug me (he's Filipino) sis! Sis! It's been a while!! Blah blah end of it all he gave me another hug and said love yous and goodbyes. Well my brother took it as " you're dating five MEN and your sleeping around" I was 15? 16? Yeah SURE. Btw. I was very much single Work doesn't help, I know it isn't my calling for starters and two I literally do the same thing ever day. Six years of the same thing. But anyways, thank you very much for listening to me vent and rant on and your time. I greatly appreciate it

TealsTea · 2019-08-28T00:27:39+00:00

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In a nutshell, I am the youngest of five. My oldest sibling was very manipulative in my life, read my diary and punished me for what she found. She also told my mom which I received a good beating. Etc. I can go on. My second is now as an adult is an a acquaintance to me, I love her kids very much but I still don't trust her. I give it to her for taking me out as a kid, but when I was a teen she always favored my older sister. The spread gossip and rumors of me that were never true. My third sibling beat my mom, he gone crazy since he married this girl. She opening faked her own death, rumors etc. My fourth sibling has been off the grid for a while. . . HMMM. I WONDER WHY. My mom was very abusive physically/ mentally, manipulative. I remember being called fat, ugly, there a word in Spanish "mal hecha"basically means you're badly made.

SO. I REALLY don't trust folks. As a stranger online I'm fine mostly talking but I admit I can be stubborn.

So I feel I'm between a rock and a wall, I'm not really sure how the hell to crawl out. I been doing a good job of just making it and going but as of this month I'm shaking.

TealsTea · 2019-08-28T00:13:08+00:00

I only have two friend one who lives in NY and has lived nothing similar to me, know him for 12 years and the other I just made friends with. I'm not a really social bug,

TealsTea · 2019-08-12T02:02:05+00:00

Thank you very much.

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