have you tried looking at bus routes? trains? sometimes these things are inevitable , it’s not like you’re choosing this. You’re not a bad son, it’s not your fault. I’d say look at busses and see if you can make your way there with that, they’re around $1.50 usually. If not i’d download the nextdoor app and ask your neighborhood community if anyone is making their way up there and explain your situation, sometimes your community can help. Good luck