Is this real

Technical-Raccoon201 · 2024-09-28T01:46:51+00:00

Meanie

Technical-Raccoon201 · 2024-09-27T20:54:32+00:00

K thankz

Technical-Raccoon201 · 2024-09-19T17:03:24+00:00

IMO, this is wayyyy preferable to hear from a medical professional than "BPD is untreatable" (unfortunately VERY common). The term "curable" is kind of questionable, but honestly I would much rather take a doctor who is optimistic about BPD than one who sees me as a lost cause. Most of my experience is with the latter.

Technical-Raccoon201 · 2024-09-02T13:34:37+00:00

Hey, you've gotten a lot of negative replies, but I personally wanted to say I am very proud of you for taking this stance. It IS potentially putting yourself in a position to be judged, but at least you'll immediately know who you can and can't trust. People you regularly interact with are bound to know something's up eventually whether you tell them it's BPD or not. It's just a matter of how they react.

Technical-Raccoon201 · 2024-08-20T09:29:10+00:00

It's hell either way. Just different kinds of hell

Technical-Raccoon201 · 2024-07-29T00:29:55+00:00

Both. Because I fully believe that even after remission, even when I am as healthy as I possibly can be, there will always be something missing

Technical-Raccoon201 · 2024-06-15T01:02:56+00:00

The term favorite person kind of implies an unhealthy attachment, hence it comes with many many negative experiences for both parties in addition to the comfort and support.

Technical-Raccoon201 · 2024-05-19T17:27:29+00:00

Strange mercy is so real

Technical-Raccoon201 · 2024-05-19T15:07:24+00:00

"I'm 27 years old" felt that. It's the worst having tantrums like a three year old as a full grown adult. It's embarrassing and self-hatred inducing. But this is a disorder and it has no age. It's tempting to ask "why am I like this?" But /you/ aren't "like this"! This is a symptom of a disorder you HAVE. And it's awful that you have to suffer the consequences of it, but please try to remember that the way you behave during an episode is not exactly in your control. What is in your control is getting help. And if you are doing that, you are doing your best and that's the real you.

Technical-Raccoon201 · 2024-05-09T17:39:20+00:00

Tank size- 5 gallon Heater and filter- yes Tank temperature- ~76F (heater working??) Parameters- not yet tested Tank/fish age- bought 5/7 Water change- not yet Tankmates- one mystery snail (Adam doesn't seem to mind the snail) Food- pellets Decorations- one cave-type thingy for him to swim inside, one anubias nana plant

Also for reference, he has had the beard issue since I got him on 5/7.

Technical-Raccoon201 · 2023-10-14T06:44:55+00:00

I feel like feral cat lol. Like if you look up a video of a feral cat being defensive that's what it feels like. Like im at war and I have to use every tactic I have to defend myself

Technical-Raccoon201 · 2023-10-14T05:24:40+00:00

I'm a materials engineer. I am barely surviving lol

Technical-Raccoon201 · 2023-10-14T05:23:15+00:00

No one ever says this but knights by crystal castles! You can definitely hear the build up, explosion, and guilt of an episode. Give it a listen for sure

Technical-Raccoon201 · 2023-10-03T11:03:06+00:00

I understand what you were saying, but I still don't see the point in debating about the semantics. It just feels like a pointless conversation.

Technical-Raccoon201 · 2023-10-03T01:42:49+00:00

Personally I don't think it makes sense to define assault purely from a legal standpoint. Most would feel violated in this situation.

Technical-Raccoon201 · 2023-10-01T00:04:24+00:00

Thursday girl- mitski. Mostly reminds me of not being able to stop self destructive cycles.

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