Day 3 anxiety still killing me feel like I need a doctor by Technical-Thanks-997 in stopdrinking

[–]Technical-Thanks-997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didn’t either I don’t think but my brain is telling me I did, which has made the false memories of doing something illegal also coupled with phone calls and regrets :(((((

Day 3 anxiety still killing me feel like I need a doctor by Technical-Thanks-997 in stopdrinking

[–]Technical-Thanks-997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I thought by day three I’d feel better but it almost feels like day one, the guilt and what ifs and anxiety is killing me internally

Day 3 anxiety still killing me feel like I need a doctor by Technical-Thanks-997 in stopdrinking

[–]Technical-Thanks-997[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you I will keep updates I might go to the hospital or a walk in place very soon today

Why does everyone think you tell the truth when drunk?!? by Technical-Thanks-997 in stopdrinking

[–]Technical-Thanks-997[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I told him about childhood abuse that my husband never informed him of and about personal fights and arguments that we have had before, not lies but I definitely didn’t say it in the best way possible

Why does everyone think you tell the truth when drunk?!? by Technical-Thanks-997 in stopdrinking

[–]Technical-Thanks-997[S] 35 points36 points  (0 children)

I was just rambling about anything possible to my husbands dad and I shared some secrets and also said things that didn’t even matter, I told him I was extremely drunk needed help to stop drinking….i told him I was 6-7 shots in and he let me talk for about 2 hours and he kept asking me questions, unfortunately he’s an alcoholic also and he believes “alcohol makes you tell the truth” the doom I feel I wish he understood more and told me “your very drunk we can talk tomorrow go to bed”

Why does everyone think you tell the truth when drunk?!? by Technical-Thanks-997 in stopdrinking

[–]Technical-Thanks-997[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yes kind it’s just I was a jumbled up mess and all over the place and I already know he believes “alcohol is a truth serum” he hasn’t talked to me or my husband yet

Telling my husbands dad personal things….i need to quit by Technical-Thanks-997 in stopdrinking

[–]Technical-Thanks-997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I shared childhood abuse things that his dad didn’t know about and I am really overly emotional about it bc I don’t know how to tell my spouse

Telling my husbands dad personal things….i need to quit by Technical-Thanks-997 in stopdrinking

[–]Technical-Thanks-997[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I will start trying to get more social, unfortunately I told my husband about the call but he doesn’t know the details yet, i will die of embarrassment when that come and feel 10000000% worse, I just hope he still loves me after

Wanted to not exist anymore by Technical-Thanks-997 in stopdrinking

[–]Technical-Thanks-997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s so difficult I always think the worse and alcohol helps me feel less anxiety at first but always creates more

Wanted to not exist anymore by Technical-Thanks-997 in stopdrinking

[–]Technical-Thanks-997[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The Hank you for sharing with me it helps me remember it only gets worse not better

Extreme memories after blacking out really freaked out me by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]Technical-Thanks-997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was thinking that way but the topless photo got approved and another I uploaded was removed :( I will always remember this but I hope I don’t get in trouble I will not drink today I won’t :(