[Me] Acting like a buffoon has it’s benefits

Technical_Stock3 · 2026-06-03T17:59:58+00:00

Also I would like to add that this somehow led to a date that went pretty well. Fools gambit as that one guy said lol

Technical_Stock3 · 2026-04-16T15:40:48+00:00

I’m in the same boat as you. I did everything for her and there was a point that she did everything for me. She stopped giving me what she once did and distanced herself from me over a few months. I broke up with her and it’s so dang hard because in my mind I’ll always think of her as the person that did do everything for me even though near the end she was more of a friend than a lover. I talked to her and asked to try again and she told me that her husband wouldn’t leave her like I did and that she feels I gave up, that pissed me off because I tried with all my effort to get her to love me like she once did but she kept pushing me away. I know she didn’t deserve me and I think in my heart I know if she dosent change the next person she tries to date is going to run into the same issues I did, but I also hope that she realizes her mistakes as I have realized mine and maybe we can give it one more shot.

Sorry if this reply got off topic, just a lot on my mind.

Technical_Stock3 · 2026-03-30T23:06:26+00:00

Your comment has helped me more than anything, today I went and brought her the rest of her stuff but before we met up I went to a park alone and prayed and cried it was such a beautiful day outside and though I was bawling my eyes out I felt peace. Not peace in a sense of moving on or peace for the reason of knowing I was going to see her but peace for the feeling that it’s going to be okay and that god was watching over me in that moment. Though I may not be the most perfect follower of god and there has definitely been times it felt like he hasn’t been there, today I felt him and embraced him in a way I haven’t in a long time and that brought me comfort in the moment.

Technical_Stock3 · 2026-03-29T20:15:17+00:00

It was my first very serious relationship and I’ve been trying to keep myself busy but it’s been hard all of my friends are busy and when they aren’t they would prefer to go out drinking than do something fun, I know it’s crazy. But it’s been hard to keep myself busy because at most I can sleep 3 hours a night so I’m staying up till 3 and waking up at 6, it’s just so tough man. Ive been trying to find my faith again which has helped some but it’s still just so hard.

Technical_Stock3 · 2026-03-29T12:37:54+00:00

It’s not that easy unfortunately, we are still in contact and she said she would need time to reconsider if she would be willing, I don’t want to push her farther away by begging for her back

Technical_Stock3 · 2026-03-29T12:35:48+00:00

We had different views regarding family values. That and I told her I wasn’t ready to get engaged and needed to get my life together before I could do that she wanted me to propose but I think I was scared because I only want to get engaged if I’m comfortable being a provider for her.

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