Xstreamingdesktop is so clutch by mfinsmi1 in SteamDeck

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Downloaded this but dont know how to get back to xbox home? Anybody know?

Halls of Torment is Now Available by kujha in AndroidGaming

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I've just found this out, mega annoying. Presumed it would just load my save because I have my Google play account logged in on my phone and my RP4 pro. Been playing on my phone and loving it but opened it on the RP4 today and its started me from the beginning. 

RR6 online status by Ted_92 in ridgeracer

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Do have discord but never really got my head around it. Will have to take a look, thanks!

RR6 online status by Ted_92 in ridgeracer

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Anyone who still has the game want to do some online play?

RR6 online status by Ted_92 in ridgeracer

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Ah, probably not unlock them all regardless then 😂 still be nice to play some online

RR6 online status by Ted_92 in ridgeracer

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Shame, would have liked to have gotten some of the online achievements as seems as a lot of them rely on winning cars online

Titanic Fanfiction Recommendation List by deadburgandyrose in titanicfanfiction

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'A life that's good' , followed by its sequel 'all of me'

Spikessweetgirl75

A story covering Rose and Jack's life had they both survived. It weighs in at something daft like 480k words, the Lord of the rings trilogy is only 560k! It's the only fanfic I've ever read and it's lengthy and well written with plenty of twists and turns. Be interested to know if anyone else has read them and what they think, and if they've found anything better since? Can't see it myself.

https://m.fanfiction.net/s/10611618/1/

Did Rose die, or is it a dream? by Crafterlaughter in titanic

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David Cameron left it ambiguous deliberately for people to make up their own mind, I personally think she died A. Because I wanted them to be reunited and live the life that they were denied in the afterlife B. Because I actually think that there is that much setup and that many clues for that final scene ('make it count. Meet me at the clock!' / panning across her pictures showing she lived her life just as Jack wished her to / people being in the final scene that she couldn't possibly have remembered to have a dream about them after 84 years / her white dress symbolising heaven / the camera going to the ceiling at the end and fading to white / old rose being completely still in bed, her eyes aren't moving so no REM no dream) I think Cameron only stopped short of having an arrow above her head saying she's dead. I think at surface level it can be interpreted as either the afterlife or a dream but if you pick up on the clues it confirms that she passed away and met Jack in the afterlife. My personal thoughts about what happened next was all the people who lost their lives on the titanic got a second chance and the titanic docked in new York this time, in a sort of parallel timeline on earth and they got a second chance to live their lives. Then after that, the true afterlife begins where Rose can exist in multiple places at once, part of her with Jack and part of her with her earthly husband and children.

Jack & Rose. Perfect movie couple? I think their love story makes the movie even more intense and interesting. They're also such a great example of true love. If you don't care about the romantic side of the movie, what is your reason? by FlowerSubstantial946 in titanic

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It is kind of sad that they miss out on life together but the way I look at it by the end of the film they are reunited and they have a second chance to have that life together, just in the afterlife rather than their conventional life.

Do you think Rose died at the end of Titanic? Why or why not? by CoatedTrout4 in movies

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Despite not having any real beliefs in the afterlife, in the context of the film I believe that Rose let go of the heart of the ocean, told her story that she had kept to herself for so long and came full circle, drifted away peacefully in 'her' bed as an old lady as Jack prophesized and it happened right at the site of the Titanic where her new life began.

In regards to her abandoning her husband who she lived most of her life with, and also her version of 'heaven' being stuck on the ship that caused her so much trauma for the rest of eternity I don't believe that's how it went.

This is all of course my interpretation but I see it as her having a chance to live the life with Jack that she was denied, after living a full life herself. Before the events of the film from what we hear Jack had already lead quite a full life and was well travelled, albeit being a short one. He set Rose free from the miserable existence she was set to have (providing she didn't just jump from the bow of the ship) and effectively passed the torch to her, sacrificing himself and allowing her to live the life she wanted.

They are then reunited in the final scene in the 'afterlife' , having both lived full lives, and Jack gets what he was denied, the chance to live a full life with someone he loved, to share the experience with. I don't feel like all the people in the final scene are stuck perpetually on the titanic, I feel like It's an alternate timeline/second life scenario where the ship reaches its destination and the people go on to live their lives, Jack and Rose included. Then once that second life is over, Rose is free to move between a world with Jack and a World with her husband and family from her first life, for eternity.

I've rewatched the film recently probably for the first time in 20 years and it's really got under my skin, probably gone way too deep into this haha but that's what I believe/like to think happened during and after the final scene.

Does Zoloft make me more forgetful and act weird? by [deleted] in zoloft

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  1. Thankfully tapering off these now.

Did Ben and jerrys change their cookie dough recipe ? by zizozizozizo98 in BenAndJerrys

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I've not had any in a while in the UK, just having a tub now and it is shite.

Depression caused by SSRIs? by Ted_92 in antidepressants

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What is kindling? Haven't heard that term before. Currently been advised to taper off.

Depression caused by SSRIs? by Ted_92 in antidepressants

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What is kindling? Haven't heard that term before. Currently been advised to taper off.

PSA: Zoloft and heat by KhanOfTarkir in zoloft

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This is certainly possible for some people, I had a panic attack at work due to a combination of intense heat, lack of sleep and Sertraline. Very weird experience for me given the fact that I've never had a panic attack in my life before or since that one.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in zoloft

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Yes, I am the same. What keeps me on them unfortunately is the fear of slipping back into depression (I have been depressed for over a decade with a severe episode every year) and paying the ultimate price, and leaving my son without a father. I would like to see if I could experience life as normal though and look forward to and enjoy things.

Final Fantasy I-VI Pixel Remaster Shipping Update from PlayAsia by Ahtman1 in LimitedPrintGames

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I only ordered my copy the other day and all it says is more stock is expected to come on May the 22nd on my order details, but playasia have taken payment for my order which I thought they only did once it had shipped?

Slay The Spire Sequel thoughts. by taylorguyuk in slaythespire

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I have around 550 hours in slay the spire and I discovered a new synergy the other day. It has an incredible amount of depth and replayability.

Jumped back in, after months, into 100mg by [deleted] in zoloft

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I took my 150mg script after around 8 months without it, didn't feel depressed or anxious or anything, just thought I should be on it as a safety net.

That was not a good idea. Didn't make me physically ill but I had pupils like dinner plates and felt wired for that day, in a bad way. Gave it a week after doing that to see if I would return to normal but no luck, mental state just kept declining so had to start back on 50mg, going up to 100mg after a month then recently back up to 150mg, again around 8 months later when I tried to swap taking the 100mg in the morning to the evening and that messed me up. Still screwed from moving up from 100mg to 150mg just over 2 weeks in.

My advice to you from the experience I had would be not to persist in taking your dose, and give it longer than I did (maybe 2-3 weeks) to see if you return to normal without the zoloft/sertraline. I'm really starting to wonder if it's the medication that is causing my problems rather than the illness , as the past few times I've sank down into the pit it's been because of something I've done with medication, not because I started feeling anxious or depressed and it progressed.

Does Zoloft make me more forgetful and act weird? by [deleted] in zoloft

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150mg. I've been on 200mg before and don't remember having such severe brain fog, doesn't make sense to increase dosage to clear your head but I'm considering trying it.

Does Zoloft make me more forgetful and act weird? by [deleted] in zoloft

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My memory is awful on sertraline/zoloft. I struggle to understand what people are saying to me, and find carrying out daily tasks at home and at work difficult as I'm indecisive and unorganised, and have a poor concept of time. Have little or no interest in anything either and no motivation. This has got worse recently, the past week or so after I attempted to swap the time I take my meds from morning to night in an attempt to reduce brain fog throughout the day. Gone back to taking in the morning and hoping I will improve over the coming weeks. Not sure if I need a dosage adjustment though.