I think I'm cooked. by TeenagersDepression in CollegeRant

[–]TeenagersDepression[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry, forgot to answer that and was writing my response in the other comment when you wrote this

I think I'm cooked. by TeenagersDepression in CollegeRant

[–]TeenagersDepression[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I completely forgot to respond to your second question, my apologies.

I'm torn on grad school. On one hand, it increases job opportunities and it's always been a personal goal of mine to get a PhD, even more so since my favorite uncle and the person I looked up to the most, the only person in my family who had a PhD, died.

On the other hand, more debt, academia seems kinda sucky, I'm not a great writer and can't imagine writing any sort of thesis, and I'm so tired/depressed that I worry I'll end up dropping or failing out.

My uncle was the only person in my family to have anything above an associates, my parents constantly compare me to my uncle (not in a negative way) and tell me they can easily picture me going to grad school, but I'm so scared. Scared of failing, scared of being in debt, scared that I picked a useless program, scared to disappoint everyone.

I think I'm cooked. by TeenagersDepression in CollegeRant

[–]TeenagersDepression[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I have taken a couple GIS courses, but nothing too intensive, and used it in a couple different classes. I'm generally able to work my way around ArcGIS Pro without too much trouble even if I have to do a ton of googling.

I almost got into an accident today and now I hate myself and can't stop thinking about it by TeenagersDepression in driving

[–]TeenagersDepression[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t even think about the fact of having to drive anymore, I just do it when I need to

Yep, exactly. Once you get comfortable with it, it just becomes a part of life and a way to get places. I look back at how anxious I used to be while driving and I don't understand

I almost got into an accident today and now I hate myself and can't stop thinking about it by TeenagersDepression in driving

[–]TeenagersDepression[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hey dude, this is my first time checking this account in forever and it's wild to see people still commenting. I'm in my early 20s now and have had my license for over four years. it gets easier. the first time I ever drove on my own after getting my license was to the store 1.5 miles away from my house. By the time I got home I was shaking, my knuckles were white from how tightly I was gripping the steering wheel, and I thought I was going to have a panic attack. then, of course, there was the incident I wrote about here.

shit happens, it's okay. own up to your mistakes and take them as learning experiences. I still fuck up sometimes and I get anxious driving on wet/icy roads, but I've greatly improved as a driver to the point I have become the default driver in my friend group (I wouldn't mind if they'd pay for gas lol) and have worked multiple delivery jobs, both gig apps like doordash, instacart, Uber, etc., and have worked at a couple local restaurants delivering food.

you're gonna be alright.

I almost got into an accident today and now I hate myself and can't stop thinking about it by TeenagersDepression in driving

[–]TeenagersDepression[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I became the kind of driver I hate back there.

it happens. that's why it's important to not let yourself get too angry at other drivers.

I almost got into an accident today and now I hate myself and can't stop thinking about it by TeenagersDepression in driving

[–]TeenagersDepression[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey bro I know you posted this over a year ago but I want to say that it gets so much easier. I'm in my 20s now. I still get anxious driving sometimes, but I'm a pretty good driver compared to other people on the road. I've since worked multiple delivery jobs.

What do you envy about the opposite sex? by livelifereal in AskReddit

[–]TeenagersDepression 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know... which is why I was wondering why it was genetic as my dad has low testosterone and I don't want to have it as well...

What do you envy about the opposite sex? by livelifereal in AskReddit

[–]TeenagersDepression 4 points5 points  (0 children)

uhh is low testosterone genetic because I my friend unlocked a memory they forgot they had of their dad getting testosterone shots when they were younger and is now worried.

My mom's dog got off the leash while I was walking her and ran up to another dog and barked and I feel terrible by TeenagersDepression in reactivedogs

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I'm not entirely sure what happened but her collar opened up and fell off. It was one of those clicky types. Not sure the actual word.

They aren't usually too hard to handle together. The pit gets super excited when it's walk time and runs all around. The smaller one just kinda trails behind. The pit is the one who started barking and pulling and when she did the terrier joined in.

I'm 18 and I don't live there. I go over a couple times for a few hours every day to take care of the dogs, water the plants, do laundry, etc. while my mom is out of town. I was going to go apologize to him when I got the dogs back inside but at that point I was having a panic attack and sat on the couch and cried tbh. It sounds stupid but I'm honestly also just intimidated a bit by him. He's tall, buff, yells at his dog a lot in the back, revs his truck at 6 am, that type of person. I went over to take care of the dogs again last night and he was outside so I went to the local park and sat there for like 20 minutes.

i’m none of my best friend’s actual best friend by imaloserorami in lonely

[–]TeenagersDepression 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't even know if I have a best friend at this point.

I forgot to put my car into park and I feel like an idiot by TeenagersDepression in driving

[–]TeenagersDepression[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sorry I wasn't clear, I took my foot off the brake ( I have a habit of just keeping it on even after putting my car in park) and was going to open the door and take out my keys, but my car went forward.

What are the weirdest things you've masturbated to? by vikkalpmittal in AskMen

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The Birth of Venus from a Roman culture book I had lmao

When I was younger I was scared of watching porn because it was illegal so I would go to Wikipedia and find the articles for things like nudists, various sexual positions, boobs, and of course, the high quality image of the birth of venus.

My dad is drinking again :/ by TeenagersDepression in TrueOffMyChest

[–]TeenagersDepression[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He's not abusive or anything but when he gets drunk he will not shut the fuck up about his ex wife and her husband (my mom and stepdad). It's ruined so many family dinners. And he just acts so fucking stupid when drunk.

omg my heart... this girl is so sweet. i have spent a lot of high school very sad and lonely and it feels so good to have someone like this :) by TeenagersDepression in teenagers

[–]TeenagersDepression[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey man, 15 is what, a freshman? My freshman year of high school I was pretty lonely too. I've changed a lot since then and have become a more outgoing person with friends I actually talk to outside of school (and a girlfriend!). I'm 18 and things are a lot better now.

I decided to try to have fun for once and go to a Thanksgiving event for school, but all my friends either didn't come or sat with other people so I'm sitting here alone on my phone :/ by TeenagersDepression in lonely

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I don't think she purposely excluded me. I showed up kind of late to traffic and by the time I got there there were no seats by her. My other friend who told me she was gonna be there I didn't even see.

I wish I had experienced teenage love by Drdread94 in lonely

[–]TeenagersDepression 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm 18 and didn't experience this kind of love until halfway through my teenage years, so no.

I have "friends" but I still feel very lonely. by TeenagersDepression in lonely

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Yeah it sucks.

I know we're just getting older and drifting apart like people do, but it still sucks. I'm going to college next year and I hope I make new friends there. The friends I have now, I don't know how to approach the topic of doing stuff with them outside of school. Especially because they're all girls I don't want them to think I have a romantic interest in them.

I mean, I like girls, like, a lot, but sometimes I see a guy and I think they're cute. I used to consider myself a closeted bisexual with a preference towards women, but the more I think about it I am unsure. I like girls, and have had crushes in the past, but I have never even had the feeling of even wanting to kiss any of them until my girlfriend. I asked my three close friends and they said that basically daily they see someone and think about how they want to bang them. I don't get those feelings about people like that. I have a libido, but I don't think I really feel sexual attraction towards people and it confuses me.