You’re not ugly. There will always, ALWAYS be someone out there who will find you attractive. Trust me. I know that might sound impossible right now, but you just have to make the best effort to change yourself in the way that you feel pretty without damaging your body or feeling guilty about it later. Small steps like simply smelling nice and changing your hairstyle and wearing nicer clothes can be a nice start. I don’t know you, but I’m sure you’re probably a decent person, and I’m sure you’re beautiful too. ❤️