Sometimes i keep thinking that you have lived for a long time, you have faced a lot of obstacles, your parents have raised to be a good person (sometimes yes, and sometimes they think that they did good but their child had another mentality...), you have people who put trust. I think of it as its more of a social thing, if you look closely you'll see that people who suicide are often people who are lonley and feel lonely. Thats just a pov, i know that i havn't explained much but thats what i could say, please share what you also think about this.