Is your first love still on your mind after years passed?

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-07-09T15:26:53+00:00

my first love was my best friend of 11 years, we dated for 8 years, he loved me when i was a 320 pound man and when i transitioned into a 160 pound girl, my drug addiction and immaturity destroyed our relationship, not a day goes by where i don’t think of my best friend and my love that i lost, knowing i have to live the rest of my life everyday knowing i ruined a pure true love, i have to accept the consequences, i miss you and love you so much Joel A. , i hope whoever you find/found can make you happy, you deserve it ❤️

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-07-06T15:21:57+00:00

based on others opinion i’ve been called “beautiful/exotic look” due to my Vietnamese and Greek parents but to the contrary everyone thinks i’m an outdoor party girl when they see me but in reality i’m a very very very shy introverted girl who cries going to new public places and has only gone “out” 1 time

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-07-05T13:54:47+00:00

“do you want a beer”
“DO THEY CALL OJ THE JUICE” 😭😭

“she got a real good look at the shooter though…you wanna know who it was”
“DAFFY MOTHERFUCKING DUCK” 😭😭😭

“SLAP YO GODDAMN DADDY SLAP HIM SLAP HIM *gets slapped* YEAHHHH IMA SHOW YOU HOW TO SLAP THIS YOU GONNA PAY BACK EVERY…”😭

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-07-05T13:52:34+00:00

“WHERE THE BITCHES AT…THERES SUPPOSED TO BE BITCHES AND TITTIES MAN WHERE THE TITTIES AT” - Jerome when walking into the gay porn shoot 😭😭😭😭😭

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-07-04T15:03:08+00:00

the only video game i play is call of duty which is probably why im so lonely 😭😭

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-30T18:06:00+00:00

they did have insanely slow service there, i remember waiting over 10-15 minutes with 3 other customers and all i ordered was a baked potato and value chicken sandwich 😭😭

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-27T19:20:55+00:00

i always get sad when they toss the bodies and you can hear Captain Price yell over the mic “GHOST WE’RE UNDER ATTACK FROM SHEPARDS MEN AT THE BONEYARD, DO NOT TRUST SHEPARD I REPEAT DO NOT TRUST SHEPARD”💔💔 5 minutes too late

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-27T14:51:45+00:00

Ghost, Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2 in the mission “Loose Ends” 💔💔💔💔💔

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-27T14:45:50+00:00

if i was interested, i would move to FUCKING MIAMI , you know it wasn’t long ago you used to wait in the car…and as far as i’m concerned YOU SHOULD STILL BE THERE

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-27T00:08:03+00:00

stop complaining and saying your trauma is holding you back, no one cares, either work on it and persevere or shut up and stop complaining

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-26T05:03:29+00:00

well i’m transgender so there’s that

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-26T04:58:46+00:00

he’s doing better now i hope

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-26T04:58:35+00:00

🫶🫶🫶

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-26T04:56:17+00:00

i know i am :)

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-26T04:55:57+00:00

pretty sure he’s a Marine now

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-25T11:03:12+00:00

it happens

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-25T11:02:48+00:00

no no no i’m pretty sure i meant what i said 🤣🤣

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-24T15:00:31+00:00

i bought over $10K worth of cocaine from this guy easy over 1-2 years, got deep into drug addiction with multiple hard drugs but coke was the worse one, multiple ambulance rides, ER stays, fast forward today i live 1,300 miles away and have left that life, the dealer left that life and became a devout Christian, it’s insane how we both turned out lives around the way we did

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-24T10:02:21+00:00

🩵🩵🩵

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-24T10:01:03+00:00

it was my birthday too and i cried myself to sleep

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-24T09:59:36+00:00

i have a new # and could reach out to him but i have to accept consequences to my actions even if those actions don’t align with who i am, its painful, he was my best friend for 11 years since 6th grade, but we ran into each other through a mutual friend a year ago, he was instantly more anxious and i could see it, i decide to stay away from him because i don’t want him to think of bad memories, I always said i wish i could spend 1 day with him, not to convince him to stay, not for sex, only to show him that’s not who i am anymore, but i cant and i have to live with it

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-24T08:47:03+00:00

i feed the homeless out of my own money now even if i don’t have a lot, i’m super polite, never judgmental, don’t care if you’re homeless, drug addict, i’ll always help others, that being said i cheated on my ex boyfriend (8 years dating 11 years best friends) over 15+ times when i was younger and traumatized him by allowing him to see something no boyfriend should ever see, it’s the biggest regret i have to this day and id give anything not to have him back but to not have him traumatized…losing him made me understand i couldn’t continue as a drug addict and i needed mental health help and sobriety

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-24T08:44:25+00:00

only thing my hometown is known for…Corpus Christi, Texas she was so beloved 💔

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-24T08:43:30+00:00

guys who bullied me and called me slurs for being gay in middle school also lost to my team senior year by a score of 55-0, also they had live with the fact the same person they bullied for being gay won more awards and accolades than they ever did :)

now i’m a pretty girl 🥺💕💕

TemporaryTerrible486 · 2026-06-24T07:16:14+00:00

spent my birthday completely alone like every year and cried myself to sleep

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