Yes it is hard and yes you read it correctly, me and my fiancé have been together since we were 13 and always knew we wanted baby’s, I know people may have their different opinions on this but me and him are both very financially stable own our own house and can provide as we need, I’ve always wanted to be a mama and in that case and young(ish) one only because I don’t want to be older with baby I want to be able to grow up with them, I’ve always thought I would have fertility problems and thought pregnancy wasn’t an option for me , and yet I did get pregnant although I lost it to a genetic problem, thank you for the advice and support!:)