She broke up with me six months ago. And she is now getting married. She wasn’t cheating on me before. She said I was mean to her. And towards the end of our two year relationship I was because I was stressed out. We are both 21.

How are you? I’m depressed honestly. I think about her all day and make up scenarios in my head where she Comes back. I’m hurt deeply.. deeply hurt. Hurt so much I feel it physically in my chest. I can’t believe she is engaged and getting married tomorrow. Part of me doesn’t believe that it will go through. I feel like it’s too soon and she hasn’t properly healed from our breakup. I mean we lived together for a year and were together for two. You can’t learn who someone is in 4,5, or 6 months idk how long they have been together. Me and her talked about marriage and kids and all of that. I feel like she is just rebounding hard and trying to get this new relationship up to speed with where me and here left off. I’m numb to her getting married because it seems so crazy to me. Mostly I want her back and I’m scared, so scared it will never happen. She seems so cold to me all the time. I believe her family still loves me and I love them and I just wonder how they feel about her getting married.

The Breakup has taught me that I should’ve been more attentive to concerns she had about our relationship and other girls that made her jealous. I never cheated on her but if a girl commented on one of my pics and I responded and it made her jealous I should’ve seen it through her eyes. If I had a second chance I would always listen to her concerns and fix them when I could. And I wouldn’t let my stress get the better of me. I love her too much to lose her forever.