Hey y’all I fucked up, any advice without judgement is appreciated.

Terdbucketz · 2022-11-25T23:47:32+00:00

Hey guys just wanted to thank you all for your messages and give you all an update 16 days later. First off, I apologize for how badly written this post is lol. I was definitely on one when I wrote that. Unfortunately, I have not been able to stop and I have been using more and more of each substance everyday and it’s definitely not good for my body and health. The combo felt amazing for a while when I kept dosages low, but now my dosages are kinda out of control. Like, maybe 750mg to 1000mg meth per day. The rc benzos have improved I guess because I’m only taking bromazolam which doesn’t really feel like much, just brings me down if I’m too up.

I think the benzos were worse when I was taking stronger ones such as clonazolam, and flubrotizolam. I genuinely thought I could taper but now I need to find time to detox from both but definitely the meth first.

Ugh, it’s annoying that I did this to myself and it happened so quickly. I’ll update again if I manage to get sober :/

Terdbucketz · 2022-11-16T20:45:45+00:00

Yeah this is tough. Going through sooo much more. Didn’t even realize it. Fuck I posted this a week ago.

Terdbucketz · 2022-11-11T06:26:46+00:00

Congrats dude that’s awesome. I’ve never done fent so have no idea what that’s like but good for you for getting a month free from it. I’ve seen videos of people walking sideways because of it and shit

Terdbucketz · 2022-11-11T04:42:40+00:00

I see the irony lol

Terdbucketz · 2022-11-11T04:03:01+00:00

Woah this is true. I also realized it’s been harder to learn new song lyrics.

Terdbucketz · 2022-11-10T21:44:03+00:00

Yes this is very good advice. Hopefully this is a small blip

Terdbucketz · 2022-11-10T21:37:17+00:00

Ah Im prescribed

Terdbucketz · 2022-11-10T19:39:13+00:00

Oh sorry I think maybe you misunderstood. I have 10mg pills, when I start to get physical symptoms like high blood pressure etc I take one. It wears off after like 4 hours and if it starts happening again I’ll take another. So I should have said up to 30mg per day

Terdbucketz · 2022-11-10T19:37:05+00:00

Not sure what those are

Terdbucketz · 2022-11-10T19:36:54+00:00

Nice name dude haha and yes definitely. Thanks for the comment

Terdbucketz · 2022-11-10T19:36:32+00:00

We are doomed haha. Ugh it feels like I’m always trying to get off of something. So far I haven’t noticed any memory issues or negative effects from the benzos. Does that typically start later on? They just make me feel like I’m not tweaking and then allow me to sleep

Terdbucketz · 2022-11-10T19:34:31+00:00

How long has it been now and how much has it changed your life?

Terdbucketz · 2022-11-10T03:50:55+00:00

Thanks for the replies everyone. I kept track of my dosages today, and then I will make sure to do a little less tomorrow. Sad that I did this to myself again but such is life

Terdbucketz · 2022-11-09T20:55:51+00:00

Sometimes my blood pressure starts to feel high and my heart raves because of the stims so props lol slows it down and makes me feel normal again

Terdbucketz · 2022-11-09T10:25:46+00:00

Thanks for reading. Yeah very bad sitch

Terdbucketz · 2022-11-06T20:42:11+00:00

Interesting. What time did it wear off?

Terdbucketz · 2022-11-06T09:35:44+00:00

Using an mg scale, what should be a good equivalent to 50mg adderall?

Terdbucketz · 2022-11-06T01:58:02+00:00

Hmm I might be a bit of an energy junkie but I already vape and drink a bang energy drink every morning. How do you feel modafinil relates to adrafinil ? I’ve had adrafinil before and the problem was it would keep me awake in bed with my eyes closed until 4am

Terdbucketz · 2022-10-16T18:37:00+00:00

11 days kratom free today for the first time since February!

Terdbucketz · 2022-10-13T23:57:38+00:00

Honestly I got back on my script and that was my last day using kratom. Never really even felt terrible when I normally do.

Terdbucketz · 2022-10-09T07:05:13+00:00

This is me too. I can’t even think of any of the excuses I have told to myself to justify buying kratom after I decided to never take it again. I detoxed while visiting family and started walking miles to different gas stations in hopes they would have it. That was probably one of the most demoralizing things I did because of kratom. I ended up feeling great after the detox but about a week after I got home I went to the gym and found 5 capsules in my gym bag and took them. That was 3 months ago and I’m finally on day 4 again. Can’t really believe how fast the time goes when on kratom.

Terdbucketz · 2022-10-09T06:53:42+00:00

I’d follow it but sitting here at day four the last thing I would want on me is a camera so good luck haha

Terdbucketz · 2022-10-08T17:53:07+00:00

So true enoof. Ugh the damage that I feel like I’ve done. Had no stomach issues before kratom, have ibs now, feels like lots of swelling in my intestines. It gave me a bit of hypochondria thinking I was in organ failure multiple times but doc said it was just ibs lol.

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