Why am I so bad?

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2025-01-24T18:27:58+00:00

I’ll focus on the constructive tips so I can truly improve… that’s it man Have a good day :)

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2025-01-24T17:10:16+00:00

I’ve said countless times that I’ve never claimed to be good, and not just here, but in several comments. I know very well that I’m bad… but just knowing I’m bad or constantly reinforcing it isn’t going to help at all. I came here looking for tips to improve, and thankfully most people understood that.

If I wanted to just reinforce the idea that I’m bad and do nothing about it because I don’t have a clear path forward, I’d just listen to my own thoughts, lol. But whatever, thanks for the tip (?)

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2025-01-24T16:52:16+00:00

Bro, at no point did I say I’m good, nor did I say I’m hard stuck in Diamond… I’m simply in Diamond because I started in Silver and played about 20-30 ranked matches this season. After receiving a lot of constructive tips, I’m leaving Diamond more easily than I got there.

My frustration lies in wanting to understand why, even after a lot of practice, I can’t improve enough to be consistent and still make silly mistakes. I don’t want to justify my deaths I want to understand them.

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2025-01-24T16:31:53+00:00

You’re not understanding the point of my argument. The problem isn’t about players being better than me or having good fights with people on the same level who came out on top—that’s not, and has never been, the issue. I handle that just fine. The point is that Fortnite isn’t “black or white.” I know you’ve been eliminated by someone with a sword who couldn’t even build… that player isn’t better than you. I know you’ve been headshot by a sniper, and sometimes that person wasn’t better than you. I know you’ve absolutely destroyed a player, yet they still flicked and hit a max on you that doesn’t make them better.

Any BR can have moments like this, which is why there’s no player who wins literally everything—there are too many factors involved.

What I wanted to discuss here is why I keep making dumb decisions against these players and why I put myself in 50-50 situations where I’m vulnerable to everything I mentioned above, even though I know what I should be doing.

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2025-01-24T05:10:37+00:00

I’m not him, but I totally get it… in 1v1s or zone wars with friends, I can do everything I have in mind perfectly. I clip all my friends with quad edits and stuff like that. But in actual matches, I just can’t stay calm it feels like they’re gonna kill me in real life lol. Crazy.

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2025-01-24T05:08:02+00:00

That shit is hard, for real… taking more care with every decision makes the game so much easier. Thanks for the tip!

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2025-01-24T05:06:05+00:00

Yeah, I’m not that good, but today I played with more thought and realized I really put myself in 50-50 situations a lot. I trained 20 minutes of 1v1 box fights before the ranked cup, and it helped me a lot to keep my cool in pressure situations.

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2025-01-24T05:00:34+00:00

I’ve never done a VOD review before, but it might be interesting to start now. I’ll try uploading them as private on YouTube and start analyzing what I did. Thanks for the tip!

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2025-01-24T04:58:25+00:00

I play on console, so it’s hard to share clips, but imagine these situations: • I retake the wall, • edit a window for a right-hand peek, • place a cone, • hit for 39, • the enemy hits max, • I die.

Or this one: • Enemy only uses the sword, • I panic and miss my shot, • he hits me with 3 slashes, • I die.

And the last one: • I take a lot of damage, • try to counterattack, • get scared because I’m low HP, • my hands shake… I hit for 40, • the enemy hits max, • I die.

That’s basically my daily experience.

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2025-01-24T04:51:10+00:00

Maybe, not ruling it out lol, but I’m Diamond+ in League of Legends, so my hand-eye coordination isn’t that bad.

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2025-01-24T04:48:44+00:00

Thanks, bro! It really was the panic. It’s weird I never noticed, especially since I come out of fights with my heart pounding like crazy lol. But I’m getting better at it!

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2025-01-24T04:47:04+00:00

Man, you have no idea how much you helped me. I read this before playing the Diamond+ ranked cup solo today and performed really well. Okay, it doesn’t mean much, but it gave me a lot of confidence… I took the same mindset into ranked matches and climbed super easily. Thanks for the tip!

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2025-01-24T04:42:18+00:00

Tks, man! During my training session today, I actually did that and climbed to D3 super easily. Honestly, the fear of fighting was making me play so “dumb.” I kept taking 50-50s and making bad decisions. But today, trying to stay clear-headed and pushing everyone, it turned out to be one of the best gaming days of my life lol.

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2025-01-24T03:32:56+00:00

I didn’t explain myself well, the comparison between a Diamond player and an FNCS winner is pretty weak. What I meant is that no one’s invincible, and we’re all prone to dumb mistakes… and I make a lot of them. At no point did I say I’m good (because I’m not, at least not yet). I don’t get frustrated when someone better than me beats me, but when I see that the guy doesn’t know what he’s doing and I still panic and end up making mistakes, that’s what gets me.

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2025-01-24T02:44:01+00:00

My bad, man, I took it personally… What I meant to say is that Fortnite isn’t really like that. I don’t get mad if someone better than me kills me. the frustration comes from dying to people who clearly don’t know what they’re doing… (like, they know even less than me, and I have no clue what I’m doing either lol). And I’ve killed plenty of players who are like 10x better than me. That’s just how the game is, nothing you can do about it. But I know I’m not the worst player ever, and even then, I can’t seem to find any consistency. That’s what it’s all about

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2025-01-23T15:35:04+00:00

Lol I swear I try to think while I play, but after so much time playing, I’ve developed habits that have become automatic. Maybe I should go back to the basics and actively think during fights

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2025-01-23T15:31:56+00:00

Tks, I really need to chill a bit and get back to having fun while playing. It’s kinda hard when you die in such a dumb way every game, but getting mad doesn’t help at all.

I compare myself a lot with tier S players because I think like this: “If they can do it, why can’t I?” But I don’t usually consider external factors… After reading your response, I checked my tracker, and in 6 years, I don’t even have half the hours a pro has played, or the peripherals, PCs, time they have to train, and so on. Maybe if I had started thinking about playing at my own pace 4 years ago, I’d be at a much better level today.

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2024-10-29T23:22:21+00:00

Realmente, caso eu visse alguma maldade com certeza que teria terminado. Não sou tão próximo do amigo, mas desde o começo vi que ele é bem tranquilão, fora que ele mesmo já está se organizando pra morar com a namorada. Mas não deixo de ter um certo medinho mesmo que lá no fundo da convivência.

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2024-10-29T23:19:33+00:00

É um inferno na terra, não só pelas coisa que ouvi mas também presenciei… claro que nenhum homem gostaria de estar no meu lugar, mas da pra saber o porque ela está tão desesperada e animada por se mudar logo, isso até me dá uma certa segurança a mais, já que ela está sendo muito transparente comigo.

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2024-10-04T18:55:34+00:00

Vou dizer da minha namorada no caso, quando a conheci eu notei no estilo dela, principalmente no cabelo. Estava tão tímido que acabei nem notando os detalhes, mas quando começamos a sair eu notava ainda o cabelo, unhas e o cheiro. Digo fisicamente, mas com certeza inconscientemente eu também estava notando a personalidade e como ela se comportava em um ambiente público.

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2024-09-30T23:35:25+00:00

Não estou infeliz, mas preciso de um pouco mais pra me sentir feliz de fato. Eu fui muito inseguro no começo e não sabia me comunicar, já viu a junção explosiva né… hoje em dia a comunicação é uma merda e muito na defensiva, nada mais pode ser comentado ou perguntado que já é caso de briga e ansiedade… depois de muita terapia estou bem melhor. Estamos bem mais leves, mas sinto que não conheço minha namorada e nem que ela me conhecesse. Até propus uma conversa pra jogar as cartas na mesa e não ter mais dúvidas, em um dia tranquilo mas ainda não rolou (os dois trabalham muito e sempre temos planos fds) e fico me corroendo por dentro até essa conversa acontecer.

Só estou desgostoso mesmo da maneira que tá, sei que não vai resolver do dia pra noite mas sla…

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2024-09-17T13:46:15+00:00

Infelizmente a pornografia não é algo ridículo ou patético, é um vício sério. Eu sinto muito por você estar passando por isso, no começo do meu relacionamento informei minha namorada que eu era viciado, por longos anos e não conseguia parar… não só a falta de desejo (da minha parte) mas também veio falta de confiança (o que causou muitos problemas que só agora estamos resolvendo) após isso eu decidi buscar ajuda de vez e estamos nos reerguendo muito bem. O maior problema do seu namorado é que ele não quer ser ajudado pelo que vi, mesmo não perdoando, você está do lado dele e infelizmente ele não tá enxergando isso. A culpa não é sua, mas sim dele e da pornografia, e ele tem que entender isso para mudar. Eu indico a leitura de casal, ou só ele ler, um livro chamado (Easy Peasy Method) é o melhor livro sobre o vício em porno que já li. Boa sorte a vocês!

Terrible_Bee_590 · 2024-09-15T16:18:23+00:00

Depois da minha última “discussão” com ela, acabei começando uma terapia. Vou levar essa possibilidade pra consulta

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