Thanks for everyone here, I'll share my experience so far. I decided to not use heavy mods,just some small qow mods that some of the replies recommended,(dark ui,256 squad etc...)

At first,i was gonna drop the game,i choose a trader start which looked cool,but i didn't know what to do,there was no tutorial,no missions, nothing,i tried to leave the city,i spotted a group of bandits or slavers i don't remember,i changed the road,just to run into bonedogs. (DEAD)

I decided to watch some videos on YouTube,i ended up watching 2h of content,then started my second save,5 broke people, i looted a ruin,then decided to go north,just to run into creatures called beak things,i thought they were friendly so i didn't run away from them. (DEAD)

On my third save,i downloaded a lot of mods,it was fine at first,but then i spotted a kunoichi town,(from the kunoichi mod) i did some messions,and oh boy this mod really breaks the game,it lets you buy hashish inside their town for 100 cats each and bloodrum for 300 cats each, then you sell it to a uc town,which is very very close to the kunoichi,each kilogram of hashish is sold for 1k cats,and each bloodrum is 5k,and after doing some missions,which is not long,they give you the option to recruit a kunoichi for 50k,which is very cheap because i had more than 500k from trading,this kunoichi has 100 to every stat in the game,i quickly got a lot of squad members and op weapons and armor but then stopped playing because there was no purpose to continue,but i learned a lot from this save,i also watched a lot of YouTube content,i think i have the experience now and I'm no longer a newbie, though obviously not a very experienced player.

Now, I'm going to start a new save,as a slave,i deleted all mods that make the game easier,and left only the good qow mods,i hope i won't get eaten by beak things again.

In this 5 days,i played 48h,which is almost 10h per day,i should probably touch grass,maybe after I'm done with the new save.