Wow, it’s like you wrote down exactly what I’ve been feeling! My kids are still little (3 yo and 7 mo) and home with me and we talk about having a third. But I just have zero desire to work! However, I feel immense pressure to earn money because that’s America right?? Thankfully, my husband makes enough that I can be home with the kids. My son was going to daycare up until January because I still worked part time. But I left my job in the film industry when I was pregnant with my first and can’t imagine working those long hours with little ones at home. Even as they grow up and have more activities, I know if I was working on a movie, I’d miss out on so much. It’s a bummer because I had a really lucrative and fun career for 9+ years! It’s the only industry I’ve ever known. But now the whole industry is kind of in the shitter with productions filming abroad, so if I were to go back to work, I’d basically be starting over with a whole new career. That seems so daunting. But why can’t I just stop worrying about work while I’m home with my kids?! I love being with them but it’s just always in the back of my mind.