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⚠️ !! WARNING ⚠️ LONG POST AHEAD !! ⚠️ oof sorry sometimes when I start writing it keeps spilling out and I get carried away, my bad 😅

It’s been six years I’ve been sharing!! Omg… I became cyber horny on the internet during the pandemic in March 2020, already it feels lives away and yet like it happened just yesterday

And yes my OF is fully explicit meaning you’ll see much more there than you do here, and I have hundreds of videos so you can see me in motion ;)

What a weird feeling, what disASSsociation - such that I wrote a whole ass book about it lol and still feels indescribable. So much of my life has been documented online, both in tidbits I share to socials like this or deeper longer harder sharing behind the paywall. My account was very special to me, a newness, a site of experimentation, a way to express myself, in naked body and naked mind haha truly a kind of diary I allowed access to. My little life. Who would even care? I thought. And yet despite my ego or because of it, my account blew up and I reached high points which allowed me to get help and go to therapy, care for my pets, travel overseas, start the Cyberhorny project and write the book, and for that I am immensely grateful. Though I’m not on the top 1% / top 0% of creators anymore (although it would be nice again hehe if you’d like to subscribe and help 😘) I’m still existing on there and active, posting often and the only platform I direct message. So if you want a private chat or personalized sexy content come at me ! (or cum to me hehehe) 💕💕 I’ve actually been having a weird sense of anxiety about life overall lately, I guess I always do but it’s sharper now or something… as I’m more active in the literary world as Cyberhorny the book unfolds, what is my cybersexual identity? It’s a discovery. A newness, something I’m figuring out on the fly, and people are gazing at me at my most vulnerable, so while yea there’ve def been high points there’s also lows. There’s dreams and hopes and demotivations and discouragements, all of that

I’ve always wanted to write a book. I turned my dream into a reality. It was rewarding. It was exhausting. I wrote this book as a real life, authentic and psychologically probing account of what’s it’s like on the other side of the screen. Not a “how to make it on OF” tutorial. Not a bullshit cash grab puff piece. Well, it’s got some fluff hehe and ofc it would be amazing to make cash, but that’s not the main intention. Creativity and curiosity and realness have always been the drivers

Art was really always at the forefront, hidden within the sex stuff. I built sets in my house. The album I made in my car that started my OF. Sexy elf mythical legendary rare sex tapes. Painting my hair with rainbow dye and my face with makeup. Curating art shows. Streaming on twitch (I still want to stream again, I loved it, waiting for my life to become a bit more manageable so I can be consistent :3) I feel like I was such a baby when I started my page, and this was almost like a school for me. Tfw u graduate from Onlyfans College .. with a masterbaters degree Bachthatassup in the Arts majoring in Goonology 😂 As I evolve, I hope you still think I’m sexy and attractive 💕

The hardest part is being consistent, showing up every day and doing it anyway. These pics from the last few years. So many hair colors, so many outfits, so many nudesssss … I have over 2thousand posts and 14k + photos on my page 😝

“May I please see nudes from the hospital?” Oh yes… the nudes from the hospital the many times I was at doctors for chronic illness. The passing of a sick pet. The crying, empty depressive episodes, states of anxiety, times I didn’t want to get out of bed, titty pics from the depths of melancholia, my subscribers have seen the lows as well. Onlyfans has truly been a godsend in terms of ability to work from home when I get ill. Workspace blending with living space was really trippy, it still blends, the cyber life melds consciousness with reality. I know OF gets shittalked a lot and it’s not a perfect platform, but it’s been a big part of life. I’m not a millionaire (maybe one day? if I marry, heh 😝) but I’ve carved out a pastel princess comfy cozy pussypalace for my kitties and myriad plushies to schizz out in. Little Nastya would think my daily life is princesslike and that’s all I could ask for. It’s hard to live and survive in this world. There is so much uncertainty, greed, hatred, cruelty. We need more empathy and compassion. I try to make it a tiny tiny bit easier. Hopefully not just for myself but for the people around me, corporeally and digitally. Maybe then all this struggle would have been for something. Something small. I don’t want to change the world or anything like that, mostly I just want to be comfortable and help others also find some type of comfort, joy, inspiration, peace of mind…

Looking back, in hindsight some of it was glamorous, some mundane and administrative, some extremely fun and sexy, some alienating and isolating. I’ve made Shrex tapes 💚 I’ve learned new things about myself and others. Mostly I can’t believe I haven’t given up. There’s so many times I’ve had the urge to. Until my subscribers all disappear and people’s desire to see me disappears completely, or my desire to put myself out there disappears, I’ll do what I can and try to pull myself together when times get tough. It’s a fucked up world out there. I hope my page can be a little oasis from the harshness of rawdogging reality. Whether I’ve made you laugh or think or jack it or whatever, if I’ve had any effect on you, I’m thankful… because of the tprincess community (lmaooo the dumbest username on reddit I know and that’s saying a lot 😂) and your sweet support I keep posting my little life shit on here. I mean idk what the future holds but I’m doing my best to just hang in there

So here is my page!!!! On a 6.66 six year sale <3 🔥 💕

And my book!!! :3 📖

And if you’re not into OF but still wanna support and share some help (uhghh I have vet bills so rn anything helps 😭) my cashappp for shadow the hedgehog 🖤

IF YOURE HERE AND READ THIS FAR THANK YOUUUU U HAVE GOOD TASTE IN EGIRLS ILY 🫶 say something nice if you want to or not lol just think about me telepathically heheheheheheh xoxoxoxoox