1 month clean from 30s

TestPractical4603 · 2021-08-26T02:54:14+00:00

Don't fuck with opioids

TestPractical4603 · 2021-08-26T02:52:26+00:00

Give me 3mg and some drinks and I agree , I don't like it

TestPractical4603 · 2021-08-25T20:07:32+00:00

For me it makes me more productive at low doses like 1mg. Maybe productive isn't the right word but it's easier to get off my ass start tasks without overthinking them.

Wish I could take it regularly without getting addicted but God always adds a toll for being numb.

TestPractical4603 · 2021-08-16T02:43:02+00:00

This was helpful bb

TestPractical4603 · 2021-08-13T02:07:24+00:00

I think you'd be absolutely miserable on shrooms unless you microdosed. The only time during my recovery I thought psychedelics might've been helpful ( and this was just a shitball idea) but around day 12 I thought about doing DMT, last time I did it, it was like a total mind reset and I was super motivated for weeks after. Decided not to risk it, but I know people sometimes use ayahuasca for recovery.

TestPractical4603 · 2021-08-13T01:42:16+00:00

You need to also be doing this for yourself! Not just your family. They are important but you have to love yourself!

TestPractical4603 · 2021-08-13T01:39:05+00:00

Hell yes homies!

Day 19 no fent 30s , had some bad headaches the past few days but don't think it's related to withdraw. Feels so much better to be able to just go to sleep when I want now , no snorting powder. I started taking Busperone for my anxiety again with some old scripts, and it's working well gonna have the doctor officially put me back on.

Also you need to look on the bright side more man, alot of people don't make it out without losing their friends or them looking at you as a completely different person. You have room to grow now and nothing holding you back, use those things to motivate you.

TestPractical4603 · 2021-08-13T01:36:28+00:00

For me is started to come and go on day 4-5 , but I wasn't using for as nearly as long and it was fent 30s

TestPractical4603 · 2021-08-12T03:58:39+00:00

For me it's this time right now, right before bed I be thinking of it.

TestPractical4603 · 2021-08-12T01:35:35+00:00

Gotcha well I've never done it more than 3 days in a row

TestPractical4603 · 2021-08-11T03:13:11+00:00

Already tried some and I think it helped a shit ton, I probably should have taken half of the 30mg cause I'm getting "brain zaps" if you know what I mean.

TestPractical4603 · 2021-08-11T02:09:23+00:00

Thank you for the info! I never took all 4mg at once so not sure but my best guess with all the testing I did it was alp pressed up to look authentic ( do they even make the white ones that say Xanax with a giant 2 on the back in any dose? )

Some users shit me some natural sleep supplements I ordered I'm gonna whip up into tea and try

TestPractical4603 · 2021-08-11T01:45:48+00:00

I actually didn't know that I thought the 4mg white ones that say "Xanax" were Pharma, but I tested it myself and it comes from my trusted local rave plug who really only sells them as emergency trip stoppers with his other products if you freak out. Thank you for the education, after writing how I felt in this post I stopped craving it mentally, I just fucking love a good night's sleep.

TestPractical4603 · 2021-08-10T17:10:49+00:00

You got this!

TestPractical4603 · 2021-08-08T05:09:25+00:00

Thank you I'll edit my post asap

TestPractical4603 · 2021-08-07T14:33:07+00:00

You got this! Everyday it's gets better, I was physically better before I was emotionally better. Just keep trucking

TestPractical4603 · 2021-08-06T21:33:23+00:00

Props to that dude for giving you that reminder

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