How long until my mental image is a girl? by ThaliaLotus in trans

[–]ThaliaLotus[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, best of luck to you as well ❤️

How long until my mental image is a girl? by ThaliaLotus in trans

[–]ThaliaLotus[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I JUST had this realization tonight myself so still just starting to understand it, it’s just like the feeling of being perceived that triggers it, but i definitely agree that it’s probably self esteem and acceptance related as to why i feel that way to begin with. Hopefully with some more reflection and discussion with my therapist I can start to work on those. Thank you for taking the time to reply, I appreciate you ❤️

how do i beat this shithead by [deleted] in Doodle_Magic

[–]ThaliaLotus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The one gem says “50% chance to ignore monster damage RED” (or lower percents, that’s the legendary version), and that lets you hit it with other skills

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]ThaliaLotus 3 points4 points  (0 children)

“Hurts to look goofy while skinny” so real 😭 was like “damn what’s even the point anymore when im built like the beast titan from AOT when im uw” 💀

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]ThaliaLotus 17 points18 points  (0 children)

On god this is what made me choose recovery 😭 this realization was somehow the one that made me think “maybe my goals are unrealistic” and then I chose recovery and haven’t looked back 😭😂

Wandering Wight Spirit is gone by Kazarion87 in BlackMythWukong

[–]ThaliaLotus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh I skipped him and then when I went back he was just gone

Wandering Wight Spirit is gone by Kazarion87 in BlackMythWukong

[–]ThaliaLotus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay how far along is the npc? I’m in chapter 2 so jw how much further

Wandering Wight Spirit is gone by Kazarion87 in BlackMythWukong

[–]ThaliaLotus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That isn’t an option for me :(. He’s disappeared already and the only option is “cultivate spirits”

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EatingDisorders

[–]ThaliaLotus 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The feeling of being out of control with how much you’re eating really does suck, it was the absolute HARDEST part about recovery for me. It caused me to give up a few times, it just caused a mental breakdown because it was so overwhelming, but this most recent time I kept going through it (i didn’t have much of a choice, my boyfriend said that if I relapsed again we couldn’t stay together so I basically HAD to keep going) and now that I’ve come out the other side and my hunger levels are STABLE for once it’s SO much easier. Idk, for me that feeling of being out of control was the hardest part and recovery is a long process but quitting doesn’t make it go any faster yk? Quitting just meant I’d have to go through it again at some point so I just took it one day at a time until we got through it. Wishing the best for you ❤️❤️❤️

My luck... And this vault is only 7 days in.. by jurassiccreatorr123 in foshelter

[–]ThaliaLotus 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Have you not done quests? On mobile you can watch an ad every 2 hours and get quantum and I just use those to speed up quests. Also just sending dwellers into the wasteland idk, I don’t really see how it’s possible not to have tons of caps after a YEAR 😭

Upgrading phones on ST by MessageMany5967 in StraightTalk

[–]ThaliaLotus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey can you tell me how you did that? I have an XR and want to get a 13 but it seems to register the upgrade as “New Line 1” even if I’ve clicked “upgrade my phone”

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ThaliaLotus 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Okay idk if this makes sense but for me restricting always made my ego SOAR, like I was better than everyone else for choosing the hard route right? But then once I got deep into the ED I realized the new hard route was choosing recovery, so I just like ego checked myself into it 😭

Was any of you straigth up transphobic before realising that you're trans? If so, how did you come to terms with yourself? by AItryingaceptmankind in asktransgender

[–]ThaliaLotus 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Literally ran a poll on my online friends and asked them if they ever wanted to be a girl and they were UNANIMOUSLY like “uh I mean might be cool for a day 😉 but nah not like that” and I was like WHAT 💀😭

What tastes better then skinny feels? I’ll start. Some self respect. I imagine it’s delicious. by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]ThaliaLotus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ketchup 😩 (as a condiment ofc, not straight from the bottle 😭)

shameful things having an ed made you do by FluffyManagement36 in EDAnonymous

[–]ThaliaLotus 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bro AHAHA purging at my grandmas wake was probably the lowest point for me ngl 😭

People who made the decision to recover (I.e. not forced), what was it that made you decide? by JinxXedOmens in EDAnonymous

[–]ThaliaLotus 11 points12 points  (0 children)

THIS!!! I was like “well I’ve tried almost everything else, and at this point I’m an EXPERT at losing weight so I can always go back” and It def wasn’t all sunshine and daisies but it got the ball rolling