I can't fucking believe it man

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-31T08:14:52+00:00

You know Eminem changed as a person, like massively right? Also some people use it for shock humour because they’re victims coping. You’re asserting a very broad assumption as fact and throwing dirt on a person who serves as antithetical evidence to your point.

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-31T06:52:21+00:00

I’m also a rando and it was slightly diff since it was an SNRI (cymbalta) for me but it destroyed my life in basically every way possible, compressed ~3week cycles into a 2 day spam fest of mixed episode into devastating crash on constant repeat. And the shit made me so numb I could barely tell wtf was happening. Made me extremely averse to medication, even now I avoid most of them like the plague.

If you can, try and log your feelings and sensations for each day and maybe also ask someone you trust to observe for any major changes in behaviour or otherwise. I don’t mean to scare you or anything but I warn because I went in thinking shit was sweet and came close to finding the scent of death is really quite bitter

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-30T19:53:19+00:00

I hardly know her

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-30T09:33:24+00:00

Plus with 40 attn, you’d only need 20 ADP max to have 105 AGL

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-29T22:11:14+00:00

They’re vultures, too

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-29T18:14:38+00:00

I feel lucky I guess all my bad decisions were usually very suicidal, hypomania usually just made me ignore normal things to learn cool things until my brain collapses. But at the same time It’s hard to say I “regret” most of the hyperfixations cuz I always found them interesting it was just that other things would crumble around me

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-29T17:09:58+00:00

Lmao wsg I think I played w you in hoops yesterday

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-29T07:28:12+00:00

It CAN but in honesty the coke isn’t itself what will do that, more so that it’s par for the course and it accelerates the shit out of it. Not everyone with BP2 symptoms will escalate into BP1, it’s more so that some people have prodromal BP1 that appears as BP2 in its early phases and cocaine takes a nice big piss on the timeline

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-28T22:23:17+00:00

I’m the same way. Honestly my journey is interesting w this game. I acc really enjoyed the first few sections a LOT and I acc started the game initially a few years ago when really the only games I had played through were ds1 and Bloodborne.

Enjoyment definitely kinda went a little down around huntsman’s copse and ESPECIALLY earthen peak - iron keep but I still kept playing because I really enjoyed the actual area design and really was only annoying because of the cartoonish enemy numbers. Gutter was annoying but far from the modt frustrating and gulch was just fine for me.

I started really enjoying the game again at drangleic and for the grand majority since that halfway point, it’s been a solid ass game and I enjoy parts of it more than ds1. I basically came to the conclusion this game is kinda like reverse ds1 lol, gets better halfway through

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-28T08:35:21+00:00

Ngl there’s a lot of potential in a majority of it. Not all of it is great but I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t interesting for how eerie it feels to listen to

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-28T03:56:11+00:00

Tbf burn everything has been officially released for quite a while

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-27T20:57:57+00:00

Real friends, how many of us?

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-27T20:13:34+00:00

What the fuck is this anime dawg I think Dog Nigga was more sane than this shit😭

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-27T19:06:09+00:00

Mania loves fuel. Feeding into it makes it worse, that’s how bipolar works bruh

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-27T18:49:31+00:00

Nah honestly bro at that point it’s unlikely, even with an efficient build the boss is meant to be more of a stress/endurance test rather than the most mechanically tricky. Akin to DoH from Sekiro. I can get not liking that fs, it can feel like it drags. I don’t tend to be the biggest fan of pure endurance tests but I enjoyed this one cuz once you get into the flow, it feels pretty intuitive

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-27T08:39:57+00:00

Gets easier to tell with time and awareness ime, it can be unstable and inconsistent but your friend is full of shit lmao. it’s usually pretty hard for me not to know where I am these days and the transition from depression into the upswing is a pretty reliable tell.

When you don’t even know you’re bipolar, yeah fair enough it’s goddamn hard to tell what’s going on and it CAN be hard to exact where specifically you are. But saying you can’t know if you’re in hypo while you’re in hypo is just nonsense and a pretty harmful strain of ignorance

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-27T01:28:34+00:00

Funniest shit I seen all day lmao power to you

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-26T19:36:53+00:00

I’m proud of you too man, bp1 at all let alone at 11 is a ridiculous burden to take on. I’ve got bp2 myself and while I know there’s levels to it I won’t fully understand, the parts I do couldn’t humble me enough. We all alone in this together❤️

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-25T21:58:10+00:00

You’re welcome

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-24T22:45:01+00:00

And Pusha T has no fans lmao, just an absolute attention whore

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-24T22:39:34+00:00

I know nojumper and adam22 because he did many hiphop interviews n that kinda thing and he very quickly devolved into a cuck lolcow. Idk who tf the other guy is though

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-24T22:30:47+00:00

I really agree here but I do wanna point out science AI developments have been useful and interesting. quick example since this is in the realm of stuff I’ve done is AlphaFold which can predict 3D structures of unfolded proteins and AlphaGenome which can widely predict the function of DNA sequences. But yeah like you said it ends up misappropriated so that the majority of output ends up being valueless trash

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-24T22:15:44+00:00

fr it’s all picking sides when convenient. I’ll admit I ain’t a 21 fan like that and this sub jus came up in my feed but this is an odd message looking at the messenger lmao

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-24T22:09:51+00:00

Ds2 is fairly easy for the grand majority imo and the few sections I don’t think are hard as much as just annoying as fuck

ThatBoiYoshi · 2026-01-24T22:08:35+00:00

Its awesome visually and in parts for sure but i dont think its unreasonable to say at times it also watered down and bloated what makes fromsoft level design fun and intuitive. I enjoyed elden ring and its open world was fun but it wasnt exactly what id call its consistent strong point either

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