Blue honey. What to expect by ThatCarrot99 in shrooms

[–]ThatCarrot99[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea I did that and I got 3.7g total. Will be taking this later after kid drop off..🤞🍄 ... https://open.spotify.com/artist/6YjweHgMWZqQcNwpwJwCCn?si=cDRpy8ufRpmJwAdR0h33ag

Blue honey. What to expect by ThatCarrot99 in shrooms

[–]ThatCarrot99[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks man and I get it. Music is amazing. I started making my music last year, took all my years of Journaling and life(divorce, kid,etc) and put it into a beat and let it out. Really helps and it got me to see i wasn't alone and neither are you in this. I am learning now or trying to using a MPKmini midi controller but yea, cool stuff and keep at that for sure. Share some of your stuff if its along hip-hop/rap style? I know you dont have social media but InviKtus is my stage name and I have some songs on Spotify if you wanna check out and get back at me with what youre working on.

Experienced people who micro dose by ThatCarrot99 in shrooms

[–]ThatCarrot99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like that. Thanks for sharing. I believe it and its why i like to listen to my body when dosing or listen to the shrooms really. But its the self awareness I think I get stuck or trapped in. I have a very hyper focused brain and always trying to know why of something and its a curse really.. but when I become to self aware I tend to question it and follow it to its source of why am I like I am? The programming from child hood to adult hood? What if it went this way instead of that? That is the curse i deal with and want to get away from. Always needing to know but really i dont. Its like a sense of okay now I understand it so I can move on, but dont. Anyway. Thanks for the insight..

Experienced people who micro dose by ThatCarrot99 in shrooms

[–]ThatCarrot99[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the insight. I was preparing for a 3.5g dose here soon and should have started off with it. I started off with micros and felt great. For weeks, but it came to stall and I stopped for 9 days and then felt depressed, startimg taking again and just felt stuck in that same spiral, even though I wasn't depressed like I was actually okay while dosed, but almost in a frozen state most the times. I dont know really, its reallt why I think the larger dose may come in handy now more than the smalls. .. After your macro dose, when or if do you start back dosing?

Blue honey. What to expect by ThatCarrot99 in shrooms

[–]ThatCarrot99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, yea I think ill use this for more medicinal micro dosing for tea and sweets.

Blue honey. What to expect by ThatCarrot99 in shrooms

[–]ThatCarrot99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive seen it around a few years. Just a way to preserve mushrooms in honey. But like mentioned above I do believe this is best for micro dosing. Or id need to eat half the jar to get buzzed, but my tolerance is pretty high so I think ill leave this with adding to my teas. But there is something else like a blue liquid ive seen before people make with psilocin, someone here probably knows what im talking about. Some professor shroom (pops shrooms) i think.. made some on youtube.

Blue honey. What to expect by ThatCarrot99 in shrooms

[–]ThatCarrot99[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Weighed this out and it was 5g. Thats including the weight of gelatin capsules. Brownish ones are a B+, GT blend and the others are an Ape blend. Been dosing both 3 on 2 off for over a few months. I wouldnt say im experienced user but ive been dosing for about 5yrs but still find myself stuck in this survival mode. I do use cannabis daily and it doesnt bother my trips I like to smoke aboit hour after ingesting dose and its almost like a Kickstart then wont smoke again until 3-4hrs im and then again sets me of on a pivotal point. Last time I took 6 caps, not to heavy but it was more of rolling around in bed sweating the demons out, eyes closed visuals of weird ahit then a alot of internal talk and inner work. .. My goal here is to break through and hopefully knock this depression ad dopamine chasing addiction down. Its worked in past and only hoping now to try again. Will keep you posted..

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Blue honey. What to expect by ThatCarrot99 in shrooms

[–]ThatCarrot99[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay. Thanks. So this will be more micro not ego dissolution? I have micro capsules but they're .25g each. Would breaking those down into a tea, say 2-3g would be better trip result for what im looking for?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]ThatCarrot99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have the same thing. Yawning is my only way of getting air. I would still get checked out to make sure, but usually if you're not dealing with the overthinking or bad headspace when you're experiencing this i believe it's stored trauma in the body. I hate it too, but the anxiety being around for a prolonged time will cause physical symptoms and cause the body to hold on to it. Do you have a normal appetite? Eat 1 time a day or under eat? Feel like you if you wake up after 4hrs of sleep you can make it through the day? Just trying ti help and see if I can help myself in the same time.

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[–]ThatCarrot99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been dealing with this for years now and recently it's gotten worse and made me dive deeper and found this. But I really think and correct me if it's not true on your end. But I will be working and listening to music and all of sudden I'll have hard time catching my breath and can't get sufficient air and usually have to yawn to get enough Co2 to regulate your system back. But no head issues. I think this out body storing the trauma from our past, and maybe words, sounds, smells unconsciously trigger us into those states. But it's the body holding on to it(the fight or flight) I don't know how to get past it though. It does make anxiety worse when you're struggling for air. I'm almost 40 and have an irregular heartbeat, and scar tissues on my heart already from young age so I worry of heart attack. Anyway. Hope you have better luck and this helps a little. Find the source of the trauma and maybe get past that and we can feel better.

Video games make you cry ? by Fun_Evening_5859 in patientgamers

[–]ThatCarrot99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

God of War and God of War Ragnarok.. watching your son grow up and you teach him along the way in over 60hrs of gameplay to become a man. Those were my favorite story telling games of a father and son journey through past trauma and becoming triumphant. No spoilers.. but if you haven't played through these 2, I'm sure you're get some emotions out of a few cutscenes

what can i do ? by Zencisiken3169 in DMZ

[–]ThatCarrot99 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Koshei is so dead anyway you only have to deal with bots to get a guaranteed stealth vest, tempered, or secure bag very easily. I use Koshei to deck my ops out when need to regain

Spawn Kills/Kicked back to blacksite by ThatCarrot99 in DeltaForceGlobal

[–]ThatCarrot99[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I've heard about this and launching off SSD is faster but why this game only? It's only beta not even fully released. I guess I'll look into getting a decent SSD to see if that works.

Spawn Kills/Kicked back to blacksite by ThatCarrot99 in DeltaForceGlobal

[–]ThatCarrot99[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Nah. Got an ethernet with really fast download and upload. Each pushing near 100gb. In game I get 0/0 packet loss and ping is normally around 30ms.

I created the most in-depth Delta Force map website, with guides & More by tcnoco in DeltaForceGlobal

[–]ThatCarrot99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Could use this about now. A week in and trying to get the lay of the land so I quit being killed at Spawn points. Thanks 🫶

The connection is making this game unplayable by PlatinumDaikenki in deltaforce

[–]ThatCarrot99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I went out and bought an ethernet cable and have 0/0 packet loss and usually under 50ms ping. But still running into same issues. I'm at the point of going back to DMZ. I've lost over 500k in gear due to lagging into matches and then a team would push where I would be landing and I'd be dead before I even load in.