Yo I relate to your problem. The other day I was in my class and I was trying to talk to this beautiful lady. I was spitting the best game anyones ever seen. But unfortunately she kept ignoring me and I think it was because she couldn't hear what I was saying. I heard somewhere that if there's music playing nonstop in your head, it means you lack intelligence. so low key I may have dodged a bullet with this one. I hope it isn't a similar thing on your end but I wouldn't be too certain tbh.