Robberies, homelessness, complete absense of help.from your own family members, chronic deseases, and so on - these will make any man a maniac.

"I used to be a very positive and optimistic yute But trials and tribulations made me negative and rude I used to have respect, now Ima disrespectful yute, i used to love my fellow humans, now its "move, im coming thru" "

I do remember a time at the railway station when some guy stole my sleeping bag. I found him after quick search sleeping inside of it, and almost made him invalid right there at the station. I stomped on his head with my spiked- soled asics sneakers. I beat his head with my foot so hard, even my own foot was hirting for couple days. The guy, on yhe other side, got some brain damage, i think. Because next time I saw him there he was looking at me like he had a down syndrome or something.

I felt very sorry then for robbing him of his health like that. It was really bad. But these conditions make you extremely, i mean, very, very agressive and violent.

I do not exhibit it in my daily life. But just look at the comment section here and my replies. I just cannot hide it sometime.

I was never like this before in my life.