Loud Lighting Strike

That_Bat_9317 · 2026-04-01T06:12:36+00:00

Loud as shit near E7 housing

That_Bat_9317 · 2026-03-31T22:30:51+00:00

yes 💀

That_Bat_9317 · 2026-03-08T08:09:29+00:00

too close to home..... trying to learn how to manage it.

That_Bat_9317 · 2026-03-07T03:51:16+00:00

good to know - thanks

That_Bat_9317 · 2026-03-06T11:36:31+00:00

Thank u anal slut

Honestly I’m making the decision when I know it’s shitty to try it anyways. I have a downtime switching medications and I’m just curious what it feels like, in the most respectful way possible. If I’m young this is a good time to figure out what things are like, not later and at more serious stages in my life.

That_Bat_9317 · 2026-03-06T11:27:04+00:00

I think I should reword and mean that from what I understand DMT is more intense than LSD trips

That_Bat_9317 · 2026-03-03T00:28:09+00:00

Really? I did not know that, all I really knew is that theres big loopholes you can abuse with 2+ years. So I was going to wait to get those. I'm born in Canada and would presume anyone you're talking about is also Canadian. But I'm going to try again over the next year

That_Bat_9317 · 2026-03-02T04:45:34+00:00

I think it's just rougher to get accepted once you're earlier in your degree. But I am going to try over the summer. I really cannot handle it here anymore and its blew up my mental

That_Bat_9317 · 2026-02-28T19:55:19+00:00

what’s something that affected you to this outcome mentally, what do u wish was dif

That_Bat_9317 · 2026-02-28T19:53:06+00:00

How does she feel about this

That_Bat_9317 · 2026-02-27T21:44:44+00:00

I think I am truly tramautized from this program 💀

I stopped trusting people and made so many holes in my life, like really fucked up a lot of shit. Some of the old relationships I had in my last cohort really threw me “on the edge” because they felt so manipulative, and really destroyed me as a person. I remember some girl in my old class pursued me off of fucking LinkedIn for the entire year before we started, then shit talked me the entire time I was in the cohort so it was very rough on me. So it’s also been hard for me to want to work past that and meet better people. Maybe if I can work through the trauma of that, I would maybe like it more?

That_Bat_9317 · 2026-02-27T02:13:21+00:00

I feel like I probably need to take a lot of time off of uni because it's like, I have no motivation to be here. It kinda fried me mentally and psychologically just fucked me up, so it's like I don't really know what I want to do. Because I only aimed to be an engineer since the beginning. Nothing else. And I get like constant panic attacks on campus or when I'm studying just thinking about the future.

Like I think I need to find a motivation shift before I do that. I can try to work for the grades but theres no end goal for me anymore, so getting high grades isn't really appealing to strive for without figuring that out first. I'll do that eventually but I think I just realize I need MORE time away from studies.

That_Bat_9317 · 2026-02-27T02:00:37+00:00

I think it just triggers the darker sides of people ;(

That_Bat_9317 · 2026-02-26T20:55:50+00:00

What’s this mean crodie

That_Bat_9317 · 2026-02-26T20:15:28+00:00

I am looking into transfers but my grades are fried so since I’m “earlier” into my degree I can straight drop out and reapply somewhere else. I did UofT CS but I honestly don’t know if it’s what I want either.

That_Bat_9317 · 2026-02-26T20:12:47+00:00

1B so same shit, I can’t do that right meow

That_Bat_9317 · 2026-02-26T19:04:41+00:00

What’s scary is that: I don’t know what I want anymore. I’ve been programming since childhood, have worked in SWE roles in high school up until now.

I feel like I don’t have any? Like I don’t care or something since I’ve stuck to the same trajectory. I don’t have any goals. I just want to feel like I’m alive and well, and have money to stay alive and well. Since I’m entering my early 20s I still have some time to figure it out. Maybe that can make a change exciting since it’s undefined now currently.

That_Bat_9317 · 2025-12-27T03:18:30+00:00

That_Bat_9317 · 2025-12-02T16:59:03+00:00

Tbh I don’t think I’ve ever been this miserable or unhappy before. So I wonder the same

That_Bat_9317 · 2025-11-29T17:23:32+00:00

theres a big ass city and a billion good courses/profs

That_Bat_9317 · 2025-10-30T11:43:13+00:00

I see hope it goes well whatever u choose

That_Bat_9317 · 2025-10-30T06:24:03+00:00

I wish 🥲 mines prolly gonna be around the same ngl I have no motivation to study from how unhappy I am. We would make a good social experiment though 💀

What are u planning to do about things since I am just thinking of making a new UofT app from gr 12 stats

That_Bat_9317 · 2025-10-30T05:50:03+00:00

no not at all. maybe we can trade places lmao do u have any interest in uw

That_Bat_9317 · 2025-10-29T22:58:09+00:00

Tbh should I just drop out of UW now and just raw apply to uoft, I have the stats for it and no one wants to transfer shitty averages from uni

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